well here i am again lord, i have to go home next week, for check-up, as my breathing has gotten worse slowly over the last few weeks, i told nate the doc. might make me stay there and try to build my oxygen up, he said, well thats best, because it would scare the death out of me if you can't breathe.i know thats true, but i can't get past my marriage vows in the past, for better or worse, but when you are just living with a guy, he can say go home you are too much for me. no comfort for me there, god help me,help me to adjust my thoughts, i feel i will not have him when i need him. its nice to say we are strong, but when we are sick, we want the ones we love, help me tonight lord,i will be leaving soon, don't want to go depressed, help me be myself over the weekend, |
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