Volcanic-Bubble Meditation
This meditation promises to stir passionate feelings within. Some of those feelings may be joyful, some may be angry, some even sad. When you are finished, you should be able to understand your emotions a little bit better, as well as "see them coming" so you might avoid ugly outbursts that cause unnecessary damages along the way.
As with any meditation, begin by shutting off the phone, assuming a comfortable (preferably sitting) pose, and telling everyone that this is YOUR time for yourself. Expect them to cooperate and chances are they will! Interruptions during meditation can be very frustrating. Avoid them when at all possible. However, do not use a "noisy-neighborhood" as an excuse to not meditate. Life is about adapting to things and meditation is no exception. Don't expect every single meditation to be perfect because it doesn't happen that way! We are often interrupted in our lives. All we can do is adapt and rearrange to make things work the best that they can.
Begin by taking a few deep cleansing breaths. Each one should reach to your toes before exiting the body. As you breathe out, push the negativity and stress out of your body in a dark stream of color. As you breathe in, feel the power of loving, healing white light enter your being and rejuvenate/heal you. Above all else, relax! Life moves too fast to not allow ourselves some "down-time" to help rejuvenate ourselves. Meditation is the perfect venue for this.
Find the tension in your body and breathe into the area, releasing it for your own personal healing. Starting at the toes, work your way up your body, flexing and releasing the tension from each body part until you reach the crown of your head.
Now see yourself in your own private sacred space. If you do not have one, I highly recommend creating one for yourself. For the purpose of this meditation however, we are "assuming" that you have your own sacred space in which to feel safe and rejuvenated.
Move around in your sacred space, relaxing, just enjoying the space for a few minutes, and when you are ready, step beyond the boundaries into a large garden full of flowers, trees and paths to choose. In the middle of the garden is a large fountain (you choose what it looks like yourself.) Dip your fingers into the cool water and gently wash your face and hands. You need no soap, this fountain just helps you focus and concentrate. It helps you shed off the "real-world" and relax into meditation a little bit easier. Remember how this cool water feels against your skin.
Allow yourself to wander through this garden and enjoy the sights and smells for a little while. When you are ready, attach this garden somehow to your own sacred space that you can return to it at any time you desire in the future. When you are through exploring, find a grassy spot to sit in, sink your toes into the grass and just enjoy the flow of nurturing energy beneath you from our blessed Mother Earth.
When you are ready, visualize a large, safe bubble, big enough for you to fit inside comfortably. This bubble will be your transportation for this meditation. It is safe inside, you can breathe normally no matter what is going on, and the temperature remains the same unless you choose to change it yourself. Step inside the bubble and seat yourself comfortably, taking a last lingering look at the garden. You can return to this garden any time you wish to, during the meditation, or at another time if you like. It is now an avenue off of your own sacred space. Feel free to plant things in here or see it in any way you like, as long as it helps you relax and center.
Sitting comfortably in your bubble, you feel it begin to rise slowly. It doesn't jolt, it is a very comfortable and safe ride. You can see the garden as it slowly disappears from view, the trees being the last thing you see as it disappears from sight. Enjoy the ride, look at the sights outside of your bubble, but most of all, remember that you are safe on your journey within!
You float up just high enough that all you can see is the distant colors of earth and clouds. You are still safe in your bubble as it picks up speed and moves more rapidly along the way. Soon it begins to slow down and start decending. All around are tropical trees and forests. No people, just the wonders of nature to astound you. Great volcanoes rise up against the sky, some still smoking from their previous erruptions. Although things are heating up outside, inside your bubble, you are still quite safe and comfortable. The bubble seems to be floating towards the largest volcano here.
As the bubble begins to descend into the volcano, the light changes from a bright sunny shade to various shades of red. Keep breathing softly and comfortably inside your bubble. Outside, everything is heating up and the air is quite unbreathable for the sulpher fumes, but within the safety of your bubble, you can see, but remain unaffected by, the atmosphere outside. Look around as the bubble descends. Flames lick up out of sulphur pools, shooting up in the air in beautiful erruptions. Sparks rain down all around in a spectacular display for your eyes only. Relax and remember to breathe gently along the way. No matter what you experience, keep your breath normal and relaxed.
The bubble gently glides down on a rock ledge near the bottom of the volcano. Deep within, all you can see is fire!
Fire is passion! Fire is anger! Fire is creativity. Fire makes life very comfortable in many ways, but un-checked can be very devastating, quite like un-checked emotions. Take a moment to feel your own flame within. Deep inside, driving you, helping you, and perhaps even being allowed to errupt sometimes on it's own as we forget to check our own emotions and their destructive capabilities.
Inside your bubble, we are going to explore how emotions feel. In here, we can express them without hurting anyone, as the fire of the volcanic erruptions will burn them up for us without allowing them to injure anyone. In life, we tend to suppress many things, and while at the time, it may be very appropriate, sometimes, people get hurt without us intending it to happen. This meditation carries with it the hope that we will all learn to use our emotions far less destructively in the future.
Now call to mind the last time someone angered you so much that you felt a desire to cause harm to them. It is not weakness to admit you "wanted" to hurt someone, it is strength when you control yourself enough to not let it happen in the first place. We all know that sometimes we can't control everything, but we CAN be responsible for what comes out of our emotional responses and actions.
Now we will "wallow" in this emotion. Feel what it does to you. Freely contemplate where it can take you. Knowing that you will not actually act on any impulse that would harm another. We do this by considering how we would feel if someone did it to us in a fit of anger or passion. If we do not wish it to happen to us, then we are responsible for NOT doing it to another! Feel the anger, how it makes your body tense, your breath go erratic and your mind flare up with passion. Become familiar with this because in the future, when you are not meditating and this emotion comes up, you will be ready for it and more able to control it on your own. This is a growth exercise that you are quite capable of benefitting from on many levels.
As you feel this emotion threaten to overcome and consume you, project it into your hands in a giant ball of white-hot flame. Remember, your hands will not be injured as you are safe in your bubble. See the energy grow in your hands until the entire emotion has left your body. Surround the ball with violet, healing light and thrust it out from you as hard as you can, into the floor of the volcano. Remember, you are throwing away the harmful parts, but keeping the lesson in your heart. To harm none, we must wish no harm on another. That sounds simple enough, but in reality, life tends to challenge that a bit! As the ball settles into the base of the volcano, take a few moments to thank your guides/dieties for assisting you in this cleansing/healing moment!
Take a few moments to relax again and get your breathing comfortable once more. Notice the differences when you are relaxed from when you are emotionally out of control and ask whomever you feel appropriate (God/dess, guides, etc.) to assist you in remaining calm outside no matter what goes on inside your mind and heart. Make sure you are quick to be thankful for the intervention as without help, we are what is on the floor of the volcano right now!
When you are done, you notice a vibration outside of your bubble. A low rumbling has begun all around you. You remind yourself that inside your bubble you are safe. Looking out through the bubble, you see the heat vibes rising off the floor of the volcano, faster, brighter, obviously hotter, although your bubble temperature never changes. You know that this volcano is about to errupt, and although your first impulse is to run, you remember that you are safe and take the opportunity to watch from within. The volcano is us. When irritated by an external source. The erruption being the negative affect when one blows emotionally!
As the rumbling continues, you see the ball of energy begin to dissolve, melting into the molten lava preparing to spew violently forth any moment. It only takes a moment for the energy to become a part of something much larger and far more destructive. As luck would have it, no one will be harmed by this erruption. This is usually not the case with something in real life. Beyond the meditation, we must control ourselves much better, or other innocent people can get hurt in our own emotional erruptions.
The lava in the bottom of the volcano begins to bubble erratically, spurting up in the air in large streams. Rapidly, the lava gets angrier, more aggitated, spiking all over the place. Your bubble sways about a little, but remains intact for this fiery display. Somehow, your bubble doesn't follow, you are in the belly of the volcano with all the lava spewing upwards, out of the volcano, beyond your sight. You watch as the lava violently explodes upward and out from this small space you sit in. As the lava begins to ebb and settle down a bit again, your bubble starts to rise upwards, out of the volcano. You can see the lava spilling down the volcano in large rivers, burning everything in it's path. Nothing remains but hot molten ash and destruction. What took moments to happen has destroyed so much in it's path.
You take a little time to contemplate this before the bubble starts moving upwards once more. You realize that you are returning to your garden, and you take the opportunity to view the more beautiful, untouched forests and areas on your way back. You realize that some of these will be destroyed, and some will remain for years to come.
Slowly, the bubble descends to the garden once more. Settling on the grass and dissipating completely. You remember that you can call this bubble up for yourself any time you wish in the future and that it will take you where you want to go and safely protect you along the journey.
Take some time to contemplate your journey and explore the garden, before returning to your sacred space once more. When you are ready, open your eyes and return to a wakeful state of mind. You are refreshed and alert, and you recall all the details of your journey.
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