EarthDancer, I haven't been though anything like you've described here..unlike the previous messages.. but I'm a mother..and I know what its like to be afraid and worried for my children.. you and your precious child..and your childs child are in my daily ritual..and I have a candle lit for all of you..
You are so loved by all of us here..and know that if you need anything..we're here for you..
Your celtie