Blue, i have been so ashamed of the way i left the meanies, the only excuse i have is that i was so unhappy, when we moved here and i guess it hit me that i was never going home again, i think i had some kind of breakdown or something, i never even unpacked for months, it is just this last few weeks that i do feel better about living here, about the future i guess, I would see Star on bellsouth message board and be too ashamed to even speak to her, i am very sorry for the way i acted, and am thankful that you and star are not too angry with me. |