When the dishes are too hard to wash
They just sit in the sink piling up further
No one else cares so why should I
When there is a clog yet again in the bathroom sink
Any efforts to fix the problem seem pointless
Everyone is too lazy to keep it maintained
When there isn't enough money to pay the bills
Finding work gets harder and harder to do
When the food begins to dwindle down
There is never enough to fill the emptiness
When the news is just too depressing to watch
Too many people killing each other
What the hell is the world coming to
When it seems like no one cares
This existance feels so cold and distant
Just don't think about any of it
Cause it is too much to take
When the house is a total wreck
Never ever able to keep it clean
Too many careless roomates
Just don't care about any of it right now
When there are no clean clothes to wear
Laundry is just too hard to do
When taking a shower is a chore
Zaps so much energy away
When going for a walk brings about a panic
Too many people watching
When wondering what others think completely drains
They all secretly despise me
When the sun is too bright
There is a safe feeling behind closed drapes
When questioning motives of the people around
Eventually takes its toll
Can we truely trust anyone with our heart
Always seems to get stomped on at some point
Just don't think about any of it
Cause it is just too much to bare
When looking in the mirror creates disgust
Don't like the image staring back
When brushing my hair takes too much time
Much rather sit and stare at the reruns on T.V.
When people surround but you go unnoticed
There is a misery in feeling invisible
When friends turn their backs
Never seem to be able to measure up
When screams from within are so loud
Just can't focus on anything else
Feel like Iam going insane When memories are too hard to remember
Can't get over why some things happened
When cutting myself seems like the best thing to do
Take it all inward so no one has to take responsibility
When thoughts of darkness creep in
What would the end look like
Just don't think about any of it
Cause it is just too much to handle
Keep that mind busy on other things
When it feels like all that you feel isn't of any importance
My opinion is just wrong anyway you look at it
When nothing works like it use to
Even my body is against me
When the "To Do" list gets longer and longer
Feels like I get smaller and smaller
There isn't enough time in the day
Or enough energy in me to get it done
When my emotions seem harder to feel
Becoming numb gets easier and easier
Keeping the pain at a distance is right for the moment
When words that are spoken hurt so much
Does any one really think before they speak
Do we really try to understand each other
When it feels like all everyone does is take
Just a mindless puppet at your service
When it feels like all others do is demand
Don't have the strength to fight
When your world caves in
When life is a overwhelming mess
Just don't think about any of it
Cause it is just too much to feel
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