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Message 1 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr> (Original Message)

Sent: 10/14/2003 2:09 AM

On and On

Words repeating

In the end how much

Was accomplished

Feel regret now

Wondering if others

See me any differently

Doubting myself

Believing the

dark thoughts

Hating myself

Inside myself lives

Something ugly and disgusting

Something worthless

And unloveable

In my mind others

Can see that monster as well

Just the way I see it

Something to run

And hide from

To call names

To hurt

To hate

not done!

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Message 2 of 14 in Discussion

From: 2many

Sent: 10/14/2003 5:10 AM

Message 3 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 10/15/2003 2:52 AM

Through the eyes of a child

Loss is devastating

That sweet face

With the big brown eyes

Can't hurt him that way

Denial only works so much

Reality always exists

around the corner

Torn

On and On

Words repeating

In the end how much

Was accomplished

Feel regret now

Wondering if others

See me any differently

Doubting myself

Believing the

dark thoughts

Hating myself

Inside myself lives

Something ugly and disgusting

Something worthless

And unloveable

In my mind others

Can see that monster as well

Just the way I see it

Something to run

And hide from

To call names

To hurt

To hate

still not done!

Message 4 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 10/15/2003 3:29 AM

Through the eyes of a child

Loss is beyond devastating

That sweet face

With the big brown eyes

Can't hurt him that way

Familiar with the pain

Of being left behind

Denial only works so much

Reality always exists

around the corner

Torn inside

On and On

Words repeating

In the end how much

Was accomplished

Feel regret now

Wondering if others

See me any differently

Doubting myself

Believing dark thoughts

In my head

Inside myself lives

Something ugly

Something disgusting

Something worthless

And unloveable

In my mind others

Can see that monster

Just the way I see it

Something to run

And hide from

To call names

To hurt

To hate

Not existing for myself

still not done!

Message 5 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 10/15/2003 3:49 AM

drumming thoughts

Message 6 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 10/19/2003 5:21 AM

damn..such misery!..it really really really sucks!!!!..so glad iam feeling better..gonna try my hand at some happy poems now..

Message 7 of 14 in Discussion

From: over

Sent: 10/19/2003 9:52 PM

.......isn't it so much harder to write the happy ones? Gloom and misery seem to just pop out & express themselves so easily sometimes!

Pam hon, you wrote the above poems so well, they are very hard to read, it's like I can't look straight at them.....so glad you are feeling better!

Message 8 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 10/20/2003 4:24 AM

hi jim..just depends on how iam feeling what flows easily whether it be positive or negative..with the mood iam in now a happy poem wouldn't be so hard to write..the pain i felt than is still inside of me but it just feels so much more bareable now..think my next poem with be bittersweet..happiness and pain cause thats been my life but there is always hope and better tomorrows..

Message 9 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 12/4/2003 7:22 PM

Message 10 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 12/22/2003 2:21 AM

On and On

Words repeating

In the end how much

Was accomplished

Feel regret now

Wondering if others

See me any differently

Doubting myself

Believing the

dark thoughts

Hating myself

Inside myself lives

Something ugly and disgusting

Something worthless

And unloveable

In my mind others

Can see that monster as well

Just the way I see it

Something to run

And hide from

To call names

To hurt

To hate

Message 11 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 7/7/2004 8:55 PM

On and On

Words repeating

In the end how much

Was accomplished

Feel regret now

Wondering if others

See me any differently

Doubting myself

Believing the

dark thoughts

Hating myself

Inside myself lives

Something ugly and disgusting

Something worthless

And unloveable

In my mind others

Can see that monster as well

Just the way I see it

Something to run

And hide from

To call names

To hurt

To hate

Message 12 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 6/21/2005 11:34 PM

True huh?

Message 13 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 12/2/2005 5:45 AM

so tired..slipping down..i wanna cut..its cold..i can hide it..need a release..need to punish myself..inner demons always lurking around the corner..always a challenge to face..new day soon..have to decide yet again to get up and keep going..lady i work with has another job and works insane hours total between the two..i could never do that..never..iam tired..i need to get some sleep..even if it is only for a few hours..

Message 14 of 14 in Discussion

From:

§îlhøûë††�?/nobr>

Sent: 12/2/2005 5:48 AM

only got home few hours ago..takes time to wind down..i hate being wired and tired..hungry but nothin to eat..sucks..can't wait till i get paid..keep thinking happy thoughts..pay day..pay day..pay day..lol..cuttin is bad..pay day pay day pay day..

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