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mother freaking gosh darn son of a stupid biscuit head..msn is so on my last friggin nerve!!!!!!!!!!!!!..between msn and my computer iam so ready to toss this mother fricker out the damn window!!!!!..iam so damn flipping mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..
1) wrote a long email but does msn let me send it out?..nope..it gobbles it up as a yummy bedtime snack..try to send other emails but msn server is down whenever i try...ggrrrrrrr..love wasting my time..
2)try to post in here about how frustrating this night online has been but my puter freezes..aahhhh the joys of it all...reposting again and praying it will go through or this computer has had it!!!!..(maybe threats work?)..this stupid mouse is the mouse from hell..omg as soon as i can iam so getting a new one..this one is freaking driving me bonkers..i have to fight trying to copy and paste anything..so when i post and i want to be smart by copying it first so i won't lose it since msn has it's wonderful quirks i have to sit here for 5 minutes or so trying to highlight over and over till the damn thing takes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...whenever i get on here lately everything takes so much damn longer cause things are so damn slow moving..i got other things to do besides stare a blank friggin screen that won't load anything up!!!!!!!!!!!!
3) have a huge amount of sigs to make for ppl but does my paint program let me work on them?..nope it fights with me till iam in tears and i have to walk away or surf away in this case...gggrrrrrrr....iam already freaking behind!!!!!....
4) there is a sink full of dirty friggin dishes in the sink but am i cleaning it up???..hell no!!!!!!!!!..iam so friggin sick of this crap..iam tired of living with slobs!!!!!!!!!!!!..i feel like a slob too..can't function in all this crap...
5)well thats jsut frigin great now iam heading down..love that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...not..probably will lay low till msn starts behaving alittle more on this side cause i don't want to play of it's going to be so damn mean!!!!!!!!!!!!
6) one can only take so much..at some point there is always a breaking point..iam scared cause tomorrow i get paid..iam so damn tempted to just spend money mindlessly on food and binge till i pass out..iam forgetting my tools..iam jsut so upset..
7) feel sad..feel overwhelmed..its not just msn..not jsut the computer..not jsut that iam letting ppl down by not getting their sigs made..not just the mess that surrounds me..not just that i have to work tomorrow and that i would rather go parasailing over hungry sharks..its not just that i felt like a idiot confused loser..i would really love to take a long hot bath right now but i freaking can't cause iam too friggin big for the tub..they don't make tubs for tall ppl...or the tub i have is for little ppl..gggrrrr..can't seem to catch a break...iam so wound up and so upset..feel like life is this mystery that i will just never grasp so why bother..ppl within it sometimes i don't always understand either..i hate watching the news anymore..it's horrible..it's not just alot of things but all of them together sure does the trick..iam hurting and i can't seem to get over some things which i really hate myself for..well enuff..tired...not doing so hot at the moment............... |
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OMG how hard is it to read????..Why can't more ppl do it??????  |
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| | | From: over | Sent: 5/14/2005 1:31 AM |
? There are people who don't read????? Remarkable!! |
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| | | From: 2many | Sent: 5/14/2005 4:45 AM |
ther are people who do?????? pam, im with you, had the same exact [problem todasy with someone. what is it with some people?? |
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| Hahaahhahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!..My brother is acting like such a complete jerk!!!!!..Now it seems he is pissed off cause no one told him about our lil get together today..WTF!!!!!!!..The last few times I said anything to him he completely freaks out about NOT wanting to go and now he's mad cause he didn't know about it?????..I seriously think my brother has some screws loose!!!!..I didn't tell him cause I wanted to avoid the drama of him freaking out..LMAO..I can't win!!!!!..I asked him would you have gone if you knew and guess what he said?...drum roll please...he said NO!!!..lmao..He feels he is being "abandoned cause we are pissed off at him" as he puts it which, of course, not only is untrue but is a negative/distorted way to look at it!..He has abandonment issues as well as god only knows!..He pisses me off, yes, but if I thought he would have wanted to go I would have said something to him..I have nothing against him going..In fact Iam more pissed off that he doesn't want to go..I really don't like his attitude..He is turning into such a moody jerk..Any "distance" he is getting he is doing to himself so he has no one else to blame but except himself but, of course, it's always everyone else's fault..Bottom line is he wants to be in control..He wants to have the choice to say he doesn't want to go..He wants to have the ability to "get even"..He wants to be the one who rejects!..Whatever!..Iam not playing his games..This is HIS problem NOT mine!..I have my own issues to deal with and I must say Iam doing well with dealing with them so I don't need his crap to bring me down!..I told him again about Sea world and he said he wasn't interested so he can't bitch about that later!!..OMG..Please grow up!!!!!!..The fruit loop(LOL..mean but try living with him) also finally agreed to start paying rent after my dad pushed him into it as the rent has gone up..I can't afford to pay more and neither can my dad so seems lil baby bro had to face a reality..FINALLY!!!!!!..He needs to start helping out..It's about damn time!!!!!!..He tried everything he could to not have to help out..He went from whining, making excuses and threats till finally he said he doesn't really care as money isn't that important to him..WTF Ever!!!!!!!!!!..great...Now my dad and brother are fighting about something else!..Lord help me!!!!!!!!! |
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| oh and guess what they are fighting about???...MONEY!!!!!..lmao.... |
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| I really worry about his future..I pray in time he gets it together or he is going to have a miserable life where everyone else in the world is at fault with his family being the ones who are the most at fault..I turned around..soo maybe there is hope for him...he needs to start with a more positive environment which he won't reach out and find himself instead he will just blame my dad for however long he lives with him..their issues feed off each other..my brother blames my dad for every problem he has ever had in his life and my dad has such a low self esteem/negative attitude that he thinks life is suppose to suck cause he thinks deep down that is what he deserves!..all i can do is pray things work out for the best..my brother is too stubborn or listen and my dad is just ignorant/stuck in his ways..not me..iam breaking free...iam flying away... |
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wish brother wouldn't delete things on the computer that i use!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| I really dislike groups that calls themselves "friendly" as well as "supportive" but than deny my application not only once but twice!..Geessshhh!..For no reason that I can figure?..How quickly ppl can judge, I suppose?..Weird..I won't lose any sleep..There are actually friendly and supportive groups out there..Tis their loss... |
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hhhmmmmmm.......uuuuummmmmmmmmmm...
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my brother has the damn t.v. on too fuckin loud..can't even hear myseklf think!.gggggggrrrrrrrrr |
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| i hate my brothers new t.v.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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