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| | | From: 2many (Original Message) | Sent: 9/3/2001 4:26 PM |
| Sometimes the best way to feel better is to write down your feelings and just vent...this little fellow will help you do just that... |
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I don't know where to post this so I suppose I will jsut post it here cause wherever I do post this it's not gonna be right..i don't know what to say..iam kind of a mess but i don't want to get into that..iam so frustrated with myself..iam fucking up again..Will leave it at that....... some things bother me and i wonder if they even should???..feeling different in a bad way!!!!!!..i just can't fit others way of thinking in my head and i hate that i just don't get some things..whats wrong with me????? plus the news bout another one of my uncles is getting worse..he has brain cancer..i won't be able to visit him when everyone else is cause i have to work..he doesn't live nearby..if i had more hours i could afford to call in sick but i can't..it's either say goodbye to my uncle or have some place to live and food to eat..some choices in life really suck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats enough............ Sairalindë Séregon |
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| | | From: 2many | Sent: 4/25/2005 11:51 PM |
why would it not be right to post whats bothering you?? personally id say "screw work" even if it does cost financially. family is more important than any job!!!!! i hate when they make you choose. if where youd rather be is visiting your uncle then either find a way to work with your schedule, or tell them you need a few days off for personal reasons. do they offer bereavement if a family member dies? mine surprisingly let me take time off last summer for my "sister-in-law" even though they werent really married (i "left" that bit of info out!). |
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| | | From: over | Sent: 4/26/2005 1:22 AM |
hey Pam........what Jen said, about jobs and choices is right on, the job will give you leave but your uncle won't wait. 6 months down the road you know which choice you'd regret the most. if (temporary) dire poverty threatens, e-mail me, maybe we can work something out......... i got fired from a shitty job at K-Mart once, the boss wouldn't let me go an hour early (i think it was an hour) to catch the only bus going my way........so i told him to stick it where the sun don't shine.........i didn't tell him i was going to see the Doors with my girlfriend, and she was taking acid and needed someone with her  .......a good time was had by all, and i still have the ticket stub........ but Pam honey, back to the point, there's no reason you should "fit others' way of thinking into your head", people are different, some more so than others (some even like to herd rodents!)........incomprehensible, you have to accept that in life, i think, just be proud of who you are and go your own way....... be proud Pam, i'm proud to know ya, and if you're stumbling a bit right now, so's everybody else i know........with the exception of rodent-herders with new jobs, they're just plain weird! |
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| | | From: over | Sent: 4/26/2005 1:24 AM |
ps, i couldn't be bothered hiding the writing, so.......get a plain piece of white paper, and hold it up in front of your monitor........  |
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sorry to bother anyone and sorry for using some bad words lately at least i made them invisible...thanks for your replies and for the kind offer jim..wish things were simple but they are not..don't know what to say..just making it moment to moment right now..nothing makes any sense..iam so sick and tired of this crap.. |
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| | | From: over | Sent: 4/26/2005 11:10 AM |
yes, i know what it is to be heartsick and all advice, well-meaning as it is, is flip and too simple for a problem that seems infinite........ it's just that people don't know what to say, well-meaning as they are...... hope you feel better soon.  |
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| | | From: 2many | Sent: 6/6/2005 4:52 AM |
just a vent.... ive decided to stay downstairs the rest of the night. my dad is in one of his moods where he has to challenge and argue with everyone. hes on this "trip" about the jury duty summons paper i now have downstairs. i made the mistake of going upstairs and getting something and right away he was on my case about what time it is. now, he KNOWS what time it is because he and my mom told ME a few weeks ago when it first came. first clue his mood is changed. i told him that i thought it was 8:30 but wasnt sure and he went off. my mom came down a few minutes ago wondering what I said to get HIM, so i told her. shes sympathetic but thinks i should fill it up, go upstairs and hand it to him. im figuring if hes in this mood, im not going to set myself up again, so i told her if he asks again (because he will go on and on about this all night.) that its at 8:30, but im not going back up there. |
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| ((((((((Hugs)))))))))))..Jen, your jury duty is today?..If so how do it go?..What was it like?..I have never been before...Take care... |
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Hope this is the right spot... Buried father-in-law Wednesday.Met the brother-in-law I found on the internet for my husband.Long story short: My husbands sister had been looking for him,brother-in-law, for years and couldn't find him.I found him,on line in a yahoo group.They started talking found/met their dad and he moved up here 5 years ago to be with the family/kids he hadn't seen since they were babies,so did brother-in-law,move up here.Family being typical family my husband and his sister had misunderstanding just after 'Dad' moved up here...they stopped talking.Husband and his brother did,too. Then she came by and told us what had happened.Dad had been given 6 months to live before the cancer would take him...doctor told her this the night before Dad died.Husband helped his sis and now they're talking again...Thank God and Thank You Dad for banging their heads together!Just wish he was here to see...met him once,didn't get the chance to know him and now it's to late. Don't forget when you get mad at family...that you love them,and let them know it when there still here to hear it.Take care,and God Bless. {Didn't know how else to explain my absence...I'm "hermetizing" for my own safety,cya} |
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| | | From: 2many | Sent: 8/9/2005 3:15 AM |
this one is for the what pisses you off list: parents who let their kids run all over the place, not caring that perhaps, just perhaps, the neighbors may not want their kids running all over their yard. and idiotic, self-riteous, "im so perfect and only my ideas and opinions count" brothers who need a life, and a job, who get all pissy because i dare say something to said kids. my brother then decided since he didnt agree with what i said to those poor little kids, that hed go back to the baseball game i wasnt interested in as soon as it came back on (flipped back and forth a million times), knowing full well my team of the game i wanted to watch was still batting. |
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| | | From: over | Sent: 8/9/2005 2:05 PM |
any of the above would piss me off.....before we got the yard 90% fenced off, some kids were using it for a shortcut, and the parents seemed to think that anything the precious little darlings did was ok......i put a stop to it, i just said "go away", it was the wife who put the fear of god in them.......why do people think that anything they do is ok? and i never could subdue my brother either.........no tv in the basement? |
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| | | From: *2many* | Sent: 8/23/2005 4:06 AM |
 ....msn is pissing me off big time tonight! wants me to change my password, but wont take it. and its the addy i have set up with my job, so it has to work. theyve got two days; already their reply has been to try everything ive already tried  . would i be emailing them if i hadnt??!!  that and one other (offline) thing is just really pissing me off. i gotta go settle down before i blow or something  |
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