heather,
im sorry i didnt see this sooner. i hope you got all my emails, and i hope you did get some sleep. please dont give up. there are people in your 3d world, as well as here, who care very much about you.
believe it or not, this feeling will pass..
i will try to be on later.. my computer was so slow, i finally gave up and came up here, this is the only way i can access msn right now.
i will email you when i get home. please post later so we know youre ok!