{{{{{Pam}}}}} lol hon, wasn't that, wasn't you at all, though I sometimes feel that way--frustrated and not able to talk to people--but that's just me having another mental spasm..........
I realised yesterday that I'm much more manic and volatile than I'd thought, something triggered me way out of proportion to what it was, and when I came down from that and looked at it, I had to laugh at myself (was there a note of hysteria in there? lol).
I've cut my med level down from 750 to 500 mg a day--all part of the plan to eventually do without--but the effect (or as the psychs say, the affect) is startling, very noticeable. So I gotta think this over....
But dammit, there's a lot to be done here, I need that "manic edge" for a while........just don't want to cut myself (or anyone else) with that edge!
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