WALKING ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF AUTISM

Good Friday Morning All. Today is not such a good day here for me. I'll be spending the day trying to get my emotions yet again to settle down and to keep my mind from racing. I came home from work yesterday to Chuck packing his stuff up and left. No phone call no nothing. First clue that he was gone was the fact the dog wasnt in the yard to greet us. Then I come into the house to find that he had packed up and moved out. After discovering that, his sister in law broke down not far from my house and she walked here to get him to come fix it for her. I told her he wasnt here no more. He packed up and left while I was at work. She asked me where he could be, and I told her I had no clue. Between the two of us we tried to call him repeatedly.. but he was refusing to answer any of our calls. Then my temper kicked in and I started crying. Lori was beside herself as this was tearing her up too. I told her that he had been withdrawing from me here lately.. and that each time he stayed gone for more than one night, when he came back, we would have to start this relationship over again. If he wanted out.. why in god's name didnt he just say so? Now that this is all done and overwith.. I woke up this morning mellow. Over night my nerves have settled and my stomach has quit rolling. While my mind is still trying to sort things out.. I'll be focusing on one thing at a time today to get past it all. The past two months I've been on an emotional rollercoaster and it past time for me to settle down. Time to get back to where I was before he came along. The only good thing about this is, I have two very good friends in David and Lori. They were so hoping that for once Chuck would have grown up and was finally gonna settle down and take responsibility for his actions. But he turned out to be the same as he always was. Today I'll be buying new door handles, and a new deadbolt lock for my front and back doors. I need to get some clear tape to winterize this trailor for winter time.. as the cooler weather is here. I also need to start buying more food now that I have one less mouth to feed. I need to go by the Child Support Bureau to see about setting up direct deposit for future child support payments.. and to see why the payments have not been taken out of James' checks.. as he called me the other night about that. Well I hope you all have a better day today than what I'll be having. Love, Donna

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