Yes, in a very real senses, I don't always know what in fact I DO know. During my college time, which came later in life, what surprised me the most was that OTHERS knew or had known, what I knew from since I could remember, especially in philosophy and my private readings of Quantum Physics. I was quite delighted, as I had felt so alone before then. It seemed that there was no one to talk to; no one that KNEW all the things about [life] that I knew. 
Even in grade school, I often asked questions that I already knew the answers to and my teachers were stymied when they had no answer and stumbled over their tongues. 
But you have to remember that I'm a 'no score' IQ with ESP. A 'no score' is the official rating that goes in the record when you get all the questions right and they tested me with three different IQ tests when I was twelve. The ESP test was merely another (the last test I took, having spent the whole school day in the guidance office taking all these tests) test with questions concerning any strange experiences I was subject to and how frequently. A network friend says that they had something called 'Operation Talent' to find these kids for the government, but I thwarted them and already had my (life) marching orders. My ESP was put to work by myself very early after that. I can tell you that the 'genuines' pay dearly for their so-called gift. 
As to the workings of the mind (over matter) I can tell you with assurance that I am where I am supposed to be in life and that I 'saw' much of this early on as a warning. It will pass; but it is very necessary for it to play out before I can get well, no matter what my age. I've accomplished some pretty strange things and could probably take down a satelite ot disable it, if that was part of the PLAN.
Sure I complain, even before I got to this point I would think, "Can't we skip that part?" But no; it is essential. 'And this too will pass.'
There is much left to be done and I will get through this period to finish what I started as my life plan. On the other hand, I am only human and humans tend to complain in suffering.
Everything I've known is like the pieces of the puzzle and it is almost finished as I have put so much together in going over my life, having writ my auto-biography. It connected all the dots and I found the 'plan.'
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