Here I stand at the great abyss
 Pain, suffering, life without love
 These are things I shall not miss
 Darkness all sides below and above
  
 Where can you go when you reach the bottom
 The only way is up but you keep going down
 Look for your friend,they arent there you have not gotem
 Is this the fate of the crying clown
  
 Dying is easy, it is the living thats hard
 Get the cards lets deal me a hand
 I saw that, it was death on the tarot card
 Would it be so bad to leave this land
  
 I cant reach the light, things are so black
 If I cant have my love then what use is life
 As I lay here crying, laying on my back
 It will all drift away all lonlyness and strife
  
 For the loved ones I leave my sorrow is great
 I loved too much, that was cruel fate
 Dont shed your tears they are too late
 I hope one day to meet you,and be together at heavens gate
  
 Billy