IM SORRY MY DEAR BABY GIRL RAMDHAN FOR NOT KEEPING U SAFE, IN MY WOMB WAS MENT TO BE A PEACEFUL PLACE. THIS IS WHAT I REALLY CANT BARE, DISCOMFORT AND DEATH IS WHAT HAPPENED IN THERE. MY DREAMS FOR YOU WERE SHATTERED THAT DAY, THE DAY HE DECIDED TO TAKE YOU AWAY. I REALLY DONT THINK I COULD EVER FORGIVE, "WHY GOD PLEASE EXPLAIN, WAS IT SOMETHING I DID?" IM A GOOD MOM I LIVED FOR THE BIRTH OF MY KID, BUT WHY, I ASK I DID NOT DESERVE THIS. BABY RAMDHAN MY DEAR UR THE ANGEL I MISS, FOR YOU TO BE HOME IS MY ONLY TRUE WISH. U'D BE SO HAPPY HERE WITH MOMMY AND DADDY, I'LL NEVER FORGET UR BEAUTIFUL LITTLE FACE, EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT, SO PERFECT IN PLACE. U WERE MY LITTLE GIRL SO PRETTY IN YOUR LITTLE HAT, THE PRETTIEST BABY AROUND I THINK. "IN HEAVEN FOREVER, AND THATS WERE SHE'LL STAY. "I LOVE HER MOMMY, I LOVE HER SO MUCH", "I WISH I HAD JUST ONE SINGLE TOUCH". I CANT HANDLE THIS THERE IS TOO MUCH PAIN, I'LL COUNT DOWN THE DAYS TILL WERE TOGETHER AGAIN. KEEP SHINING UR STAR THAT WILL SHINE EVERY NIGHT, AND I NO IN TIME I JUST MIGHT BE ALL RIGHT. BABY RAMDHAN, MY ANGEL PLEASE HELP US GET STRONG, UR LOVE IS WHAT WE NEED TO PUSH US ALONG. THE FIVE MONTHS WE SHARED WHEN IT WAS JUST U AND ME, I'LL CHERISH FOREVER AND ALL OF ETERNITY. THE DAY WILL COME I PROMISE U THIS, WE'LL SHARE TOGETHER OUR FIRST ANGEL KISS. WE'LL DO MOTHER AND DAUGHTER THINGS ALL DAY LONG, AND BACK WITH UR MOMMY IS WERE U BELONG. I LOVE U MY BABY DONT EVER FORGET, REST IN PEACE MY BABY, MY LITTLE PRINCESS.
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