Dear Alone, I finally found a caring female therapist, I called a bunch of them my insurance covered and if they sounded caring, I left a message and the ones that called me back and cared were on my choosing list, I narrowed it down and found a safe place and I don't have to see a lot of people coming in and going out, so that helps too, I hope you find someone to talk to, I know what it feels like to feel like that poem, Hugs, Grey