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Poems By Members : I Was Daddy's Little Girl Until That Day.....(Might Trigger)
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From: MSN Nicknamealoneandrejected  (Original Message)Sent: 9/10/2008 4:16 AM

Hard to post but....here.

 

 

Seething, bleeding
Crying, screaming.
Deathly wounded,
Secret prodding.
I was Daddy's little girl,
Until that day.

Daddy turned into a monster
And I was made to stay,
My screams and cries go unheard.
"Daddy, stop! Please, Daddy, you're hurting me!"
"Daddy, don't hit me!
What did I do?
I was Daddy's little princess
And Mommy his queen.
Until that day,
When Daddy turned mean.
I didn't know what to do as he whispered,
"I love you," in my ear.
Love, he didn't know the word.
Later on his raging words flew,
Sending me cowering.
Am I a dog?
Or is that just how I was to be treated?
I know this,
My life is full of,

Seething, bleeding,
Crying, screaming.
Deathly wounded,
Secret prodding.
I was Daddy's little girl
Until that day.

Don't tell you said,
Fear kept me quiet.
Until I couldn't keep the secret anymore.
She asked and I couldn't lie,
Not again.
What was I to do?
Would your wrath fall?
Or would I finally be set free?
Could I be who I finally wanted to be/
My wounds are too deep,
And the scars too evident,
But that wasn't enough.
You took your life.
A twisted piece of metal,
Once a car,
Lie underneath a semi.
You on the ground in a pool of blood.
The sight is grotesque,
Yet pleasant to see.
You got what you deserved.
Death is the price you pay for my pain.
"Leaving me on this crooked path,
Never asking,
And you leave me to deal with the aftermath
And you don't even care."
Leaving me,

Seething, bleeding
Crying, screaming.
Deathly wounded,
Secret prodding.
I was Daddy's little girl
Until that day.

You're gone now,
That's okay.
Even though you're gone,
Emotional pain remains.
But you can't hurt me no more,
Your a million miles away.
You're dead in a grave,
Your handsome that way.
I hope you paid,
With more than death.
The sacrifice is too much,
The pain greater than you know,
But again, you don't care.
Your dead in a grave.
My answers lie with you.
So what am I left with,
Other than memories of your face,
And that place?
I'm left,

Seething, bleeding
Crying, screaming.
Deathly wounded,
Secret prodding.
I was Daddy's little girl
Until that day.

So now I'm healing,
Trying to seal my wounds.
You left so many scars and pains,
I don't know what to do.
You left me here
But I'm above you.
You're a monster,
And I'm glad your dead.
But through it all,
You've left me.

Seething, bleeding,
Crying, screaming.
Deathly wounded,
Secret prodding.
I was Daddy's little girl
Until that day.



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