PattiJo sweetie I am here and am so sorry you are in so much sadness, greif, and depression. I pray right now for Jesus to please put his arms around you and give you big hugs and peace of mind my friend. Only Jesus can calm our storms and our fears. I pray he will give you joy and new hope and a fresh mind of new beginnings with laughter and joy. It is sad to know how much the enemy can torment us and cause us to not believe in ourselves or Jesus. But PattiJo I am telling you now that you too can get help and get well. You may need to go to the hospital for a few days and that is good for that is why God gave our doctors the minds to work with us when we need help here on this earth. Many things are a mystery and none of us will ever know all of why we suffer so much here other then is it of our sinful nature. I pray that Jesus will help you to heal and get help now for your weary and tired body. Maybe the doctor can give you some medicine to help you relax and get some much needed rest. Only when we have rested does our bodys repair themselves. I will continue to pray for you and that soon you will feel better my friend.
Sending my love, hugs and prayers your way now.
Please hold on to who you know you are inside and do not let the enemy win at their games my friend. Hold onto the bible the truth, and to Jesus now.
Love MaggieSunshine