Hi, My name is Angela, my msn name is gigiheart1. Wow, I see you have many message boards I don't know where to start! The reason I joined is today I am a bulimic, but in my past I was involved in abuse in my family, incest. I am trying to overcome my bulimia, and also trying to see how it all ties in together, which I'm sure it does. One thing leads to another...so to speak. I hope that I can find some other lonely people like me to share with. I have been a christian for over 17 years, yet in my church i had a hard time trying to share with others. They would all tell me that all I wanted was attention. I even had a couple of Pastor's wives throughout my salvation tell me that the molestations were my fault and that, that is why I am the way that I am. I have been gang raped caused by me being out there looking to be accepted and hanging out with people who didn't even care about me, people i called friends. It was a horrible experience!! So many things that I have been through, that sometimes I can't even believe!! But I know that God knows and he is there for which, he has kept me alive and spared my life through it all!! I am thankful today that God kept me! I am grateful to be alive! I know God can take me anytime he wants but is allowing me to stay here for the time being for a purpose! I would just like to find someone to share with. Thanks! angela |