hi you all carol we  know how much you are hurting sweetie but you can only think what a good life you gave you baby when there is so meany that don't get that .i know that my jays time is coming i keep saying that and then she seems to come back .i left her in bed this morning and she stayed there till 10.00 then i had to go up and see if she was alright she just looked at me and stretched then got up . dee sweetheart it's been the same here today rain and more rain i am so ready for some warm weather but not to warm lol sharon as dee said try and get a rest in between working . you all have a good day as mine is coming up to 5.00 getting near tea time . big kisses and a big hug love you lots .