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T.Rayge : �?amp; time changes you... - July 7, 2008
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From: MSN Nicknameßlitzkriegßop  (Original Message)Sent: 7/8/2008 7:18 AM

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KSCWE WCW Women's Champion(2x), KSCWE WCW Women's Hardcore Champion(1x)- lonest reigning, KSCWE SWYG Champion(6x), KSCWE 2005 Diva Cover Girl, KSCWE 2005 Playboy Cover Girl Of The Year, SCWE Greatest Diva Top Fifty List- Number Nineteen, SCWE Smackdown Xtreme Women's Champion (2x), KSCWE WCW Diva Of The Week (8x), SCWE SMACKDOWN Diva Of The Week (1x), SKCW Hall Of Fame February 2007, SKCW Hall Of Legends November 2007
This layout and banner were made by me and used for my character tara rayge.
hey everyone! it is good to be back.. hopefully i can remake some lost friendships in this place!.. goodluck everyone for Overdrive..

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Tara looks up at the building, it has been a long time, she thinks to herself, maybe too long.. Tara never wanted to be anything but spectacular, and in KSCWE she was definitey one of the best. Her wrestling ability was flauless, and her passion pushed all of the other divas out of the way. She even won battles against her own mentor, Trish. After pondering this all in her head the now much more mature blonde looks down at her still tight as ever, but plain blue jeans, and her black flipflops that hold her golden brown, painted black toes. A lot has changed for her in the year that she has been gone, too much has changed. Tara opens up the back door on the drivers side of her black altima. She begins to reach for her bags as other thoughts run through her head. She has not only been out of the wrestling business for the last year and a half, but she also spent the last six months of her life pealing herself off the of the sidewalk that her once "true love" known as Jamie Gunz left her there. Tara now being a much more experienced and not such a whorish girl has realized that no matter how much you give of yourself it probably will never be enough. Tara pulls her bags from her car and hoists them over her left shoulder. She puts her keys into her sweater pocket and shuts the door somewhat hastefully. She believe that she did the right thing not telling Jamie of her return... the stupid man whore. Tara looks up at the sky and curses herself for being so harsh in her head. How could she go from crying herself to sleep because of her loss in their relationship to cursing him as a man whore? It was so contraversal and she hated it.. that is why she was happy to put all of her anger into training to get back to where she wanted to be, the ring. Reminising about all these feelings made Tara feel awful as she proceeds to the building. She knew it was the right thing to do though... take the offer to come back. It had been the break away from her past life that she had been wanting for a while. So much has change in the last months of not even talking to Jamie. Yes, she has blocked him completely out of her life, but unfortunately tortured herself to look at his stupid fan pages and his myspace page.. just checking in, and as much as she hated to admit (never allowed would she... but in her head it was inevitable) that she still did love him. It didn't matter how many times she would change the colour of her hair, or how many men she would date, or how many new gyms she would join, or all the alcohol that she would consume... it didn't change that feeling that you get in the pit of your stomach knowing that he wasn't going to call. But pain never stays. Tara begins to walk beside the building thinking of the pain she has endured throughout her career in wrestling, and sub consciously agrees with herself that indeed, pain has a way of coming to you and making you ache in places that you didn't know existed, but pain is impossible to hold onto. Pain is like running around the block with water cupped in your hands. By the end of it, all of the water will be gone. People hold on to pain, because pain gives them something familiar that they can feel. Tara has felt a lot of different types of pain. She has been beaten up by men in this business.. that is pain, the most unholiest pain that she has ever felt has come from that squared circle. Jamie came close to making her feel that awful.. for months Tara thought that if she were to lay down she would probably never get back up, and she was right.. she made sure that no one would see her except for her parents and Trish visited sometimes but never long enough for Tara to feel better about herself. There were even times that if her brain wouldn't breathe for her, she would have without a doubt died right there on her couch. Looking back on her almost forgotten past life, she is happy that she didn't die, very happy indeed. Tara picks up her pace as she continues to the front door of the arena. As she reaches for the steel door old memories that she has locked away from reality wash over her, and for a moment she is at peace, the hate has disappeared. Yes, breaking up is hard, but Tara did what everyone thought she would never be able to do, and that was get back on her feet and carry her ass all the way back to SKCW. Tara opens the door to a hectic zoo like area. Everyone seems to be training for Overdrive and all worried about what is going to happen Monday night... like usual. This has been the scene since 2004, and as far as Tara is concerned SKCW, yes it has changed but not much. There is still a great deal of talent, and the same nutballs running around as always, Tara would know.. she used to be one of them. The blonde Canadian lets the door close behind her and sets off down the long hallway trying to avoid any eyecontact that she may pick up along the way. The last time that Tara had decided to come back to the wrestling company, she let the whole world know. She feels that may be the reason that so much went wrong. She got so caught up in the moment of trying to be something that she wasn't with Jamie.. was she ever the little blonde bimbo that could hang from any guy's arm. Well  she did it for him, because of the love she had for him at the time, and now, well.. people change... This time Tara only talked with the managers, she made sure Jamie had no idea that she was planning on returning, why would he care anyway. He has what he wants now from a woman in Oktober. These thoughts ponder in Tara's mind as she reaches the Overdrive Diva's Lockerroom.. not what it used to be like, but not bad. Tara pushes open th door to see that not  a lot has changed. There is still clothing on the floor, water bottles thrown into corners and plenty of magazines scattered on the table. Seems somewhat like home. Tara walks over to a free space on the counter and opens up her bag.. same old shit different day. Tara pulls out a pair of track pants and her pair of pumas. She sets them on the counter and realizes that none of the girls have really even noticed her arrival, which she is fine by because honestly, she isn't interested in meeting friends. She has enough from before, back when she was interested in meeting new people. Way back when she came into the company she had a lot of people who were interested in being her friend, but now she has only her true friends, and her family. And that is good enough for her. Tara knows that she came into the company when she was young, just like all these other girls, but now just about four years have passed, and those four years have made Tara a lot more wiser than most of the women that walk through those curtians every night. Tara started in this company when she had just turned the tender age of twenty, and now her almost being twenty-five, yes still younger than a lot of the people in the company, but because of all of her hard work and dedication in and out of the ring she is yes, still coming back with all of her passion and desire to be the best, but also wisdom and now she is able to think about the whole situation and make smarter decisions. Tara grabs the rest of her clothing and puts it to the side. She then slides off her sweater and tank top. She grabs an old shirt and slides it on. Tara undoes her jeans and slides them off her brown legs. She puts them to the side. She then puts on her track pants and grabs some socks for her runners. Nothing like working out helps more for clearing her head, and that is exactly what she needs. Grabbing some water from the crate Tara heads out the door and heads for the gym that she knows all so well. As she is walking she sees a long lost face that she hasnt seen in a while... With a smile on her face she walks up to Trish Morris. The two of them look eye to eye with eachother. Tara hasn't ever really been friends with Trish, but Tara did plenty of stupid things in her career here, and maybe there is some time for a new start. Trish begins with a somewhat half smirk pasted on her face.
"Tara it has been a long time hasn't it?"
Tara stares for a moment not knowing what to say about Ms. Morris' comment. Tara looks at her feet that only have socks on, and then at her shoes in her hand. She looks back at Trish with a grin.
"To long Trish.. much too long"
The two of them stare at eachother... Tara cannot even remember the last time she actually had a civil conversation with Trish. Ms. Stratus was never fond of Trish, and Tara would do anything to stay on the good side of the leader of the Stratusfying Canadians to get whatever she wanted out of the company. But now for the first time ever in the company, Tara is completely alone. No Trish Stratus, and no Jamie Gunz. Tara wasn't always fond of Trish Morris.. but maybe there is time to start over and just be kind about everything. Not saying they have to be friends, but Tara knows that she will gain loads of enemies, it would just be great to be nice today. Trish blocks all of Tara's thoughts as she breaks the silence.
"So I heard a rumor you were coming back, but you know it's much different to actually see you here.. How have you been? You have been gone for a while... almost what.. a year?"
Tara thinks about the last year that she has taken away from the company, wow.. a complete year has gone by... that is a long time..
"Yes Trish, I have been gone for a year, almost two maybe.. but you seem to be keeping good company here.. You being the Women's Impact Champion, just another achivement to add to that already book like list you have... And you know there was a lot of reasons that I left last year, most thought it was because I didn't have the heart, and they were probably right.. But now i have a fire under my ass that has made me work so hard to get back here and hopefully become one of the best again.. obviously only time can tell what will happen with my career."
Trish nods her head at Tara, somewhat agreeing with her...
"What about you Trish? I mean... you seem to have a lot under control here.. You have a match tonight against non other than Stacy Mason... she seems to be one of the most bitter people around here lately, but you know, she wins. So it isn't like I can say anything rude about her..."
Trish thinks about her match tonight against someone who is not uncommon for her to face and she grins at the fact that she actually has a pretty decent opponent tonight.
"Tara, I am not very worried about facing Stacy tonight.. she is a good wrestler, but honestly, it's me... Plus my title isn't on the line tonight, so I have nothing to worry about.."
Tara sees that Trish has other things on her mind... possibly Mr. Morris has something to do with it..
"Well it doesn't take a fool to see that maybe you Trish are not the most focused person in this day and age... Well at least not tonight that is... What is going on? I hate to say this, but does this have anything to do with.. Jerome... You know, we are not friends, but I have been around for a while.. If you ever need to talk.. I am here... and I can somewhat understand about those Roberts girls.. I have yet to face either of them, but they just give me a bad vibe overall..."
Trish shifts her weight to the balls of her feet as Tara brings up Oktober and Erin, it is obvious that there is a great dislike there for both of them..
"You know, Jerome is her son's father... and she is just...."
Trish trails off into a mumble..... and then changes the subject.
"And you know now that Oktober is with Jamie?"
Tara looks to her feet and she gets butterflies just by hearing his name... she hates it.
"Yeah, I know, but Jamie and I aren't together... it is hard for me to realize that he has moved on... but you know... I guess it is just for the better.. I haven't bumped into him here.. and I probably won't as long as I can just stay clear of him.... You know Trish I have to go and work out.. But I hope that you and I can one day meet inside of the ring.. I would love to knock heads with you one more time... You know.. even if you wanted.. we could meet around sometime and just sit down and talk over this.. I would love to catch up with you sometime.. but for now I have to go and work out.. cya later Trish.. goodluck tonight.."
Trish somewhat smiles at Tara.. and raises her hand to wave goodbye as Trish and Tara turn their separate ways. Tara looks down at her watch and realizes that the time is coming near to when the show is going to begin.. Tara had a feeling that Trish would bring up Jamie, and just by the mention of his name it made her want to get out of the conversation. She hates being put on the spot about him, and would have loved to stay and talk to Trish, but just can't because of that single reason.. there will always be another day, but this being her first day back, she just cannot seem to handle it...Tara reaches the gym and walks over to the eliptical machine.. she places down her water bottle and bends down to put her shoes on. She is almost ready to start her workout... just as she heard a familiar voice clear their throat.. she looks up to see a familar face.... with a look away from the person Tara sees someone that she didn't think she would see ever come up to her...  The person begins the conversation with a grin..

To be continued by whoever wants to start a storyline =)

.�?amp; time changes you...


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