Befor you read this poem, I would like to tell you that it has "suggestive" things in it...it was written when i was really depressed, and had planned on taking my own life.At the time i was with an abusive boyfriend, doing drugs, and pushing everybody away- this was my goodbye letter... thanx to my angel, who you'll read about later, I'm still here.................................
Loser
Alone, but never any privacy,
Love, everybodys main rivalry.
Sitting and thinking, as times wasted away,
Dont hurt me, dont bash me, dont ask me to stay.
The feeling is deep, like the cut of a knife,
Only needing one push, then there goes our life.
The pain, and the torture, the sorrow, despair,
Whenever I needed you, you werent ever there.
Too high to know whats going on,
Running free - like weeds in a lawn.
Slice into the skin, for the first sweet kiss,
Take a hoot from the pipe, for the time we'll miss.
Place a gun to my head, and burst into tears,
For now i'm living all my terrible fears.
The words to be said, are silenced by pain,
The pull of the trigger - whoops there goes my brain.
I'm sorry for leaving in such an unworthy way,
In fact there still are things to say...
My hands that write what my mouth couldn't do,
Are what tragically take me away from all of you.
The pain is too much for me to take,
So I sell my soul to the Devils stake.
No more fighting, or wondering why,
This is my letter that tells you goodbye.
What a wimpy way to go, but now it is done,
For the race of life, is what I never would've won...
Written by Princess, February 1st, 1995.
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