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I wasn't going to let anyone know but last night I was not able to sleep at all...I was so tired and sleeply that I fell asleep around after nine...then at midnight I woke up and couldn't sleep...so I cleaned up the bathrooms and did several other things too...

I have been going to the doctors in Temple in order to get my health back in order and for me to feel better again....so far this week I have gone 3times...and I am happy that I made this desicion because all my life my Demon ex controlled everything in my life...even my thoughts and he always made me feel ashame of being me...But I always loved my personality...cause that is the real me...

I wasn't going to let anyone knowbut this morning my son woke up and was getting ready for work...I said GoodMorning Son...and he barked at me...I asked him if he was mad at me...he said he hated me and the world...

This hurt me so bad...cause when he had his daughter...the Mother of the baby walked out and I stepped in (Without being asked) and raised her while he worked 12 hour days...It's been 4years now...I still raise her...I love her and she loves me too...when she is away from me for a few hours...she gets upset and wants to come back home to be with me...

Ok...I just wanted to let you all what has happened to me on last Friday...

My neighbor called and asked if he could use my ladder and I said of course he could...that it was by the side of the garage and for him to come and get it...then he complained and said he couldn't walk over here and that his back was hurting and that he has bad knees...like he says this all the time...but I said I'd take it to him...well I took it to him...he didn't even say thank you at all...he just said put it by the building and I did and left...

On my way home I fell on the street and landed on the left sideof my body...I live in the country and we have huge semi-trucks drive by real fast...first thing I thought was Heck if a truck comes by the driver will think they put a speed bump on the road...hehehe...well lucky for me no truck came by and I managed to get up and get back in the house...

Saturday...I was taking the trash out and fell again and landed on the knee that was replaced...and my leg was hurting so bad and got swollen so bad...

Well I still continued to clean my house for the holidays ...but I was in alot of pain...

Well Sunday I fell again and landed on the knee again...I was cleaning the carpet...

Monday I went to temple but didn't say anything...Tuesday I went to Temple and didn't say anything

My nurse came to check on me and she made an appointment for me to see the doctor that did my surgery forme...my knee is okay but my left of my body is badly bruised and nothing is borken...but I have to wear a sling on my left arm...

The doctor said all my joints have degerante arthis(speeled wrong I know)...he said I was not going to get better...and he advised me to go to my primary doctor so she could decide what measures to take to prevent me from falling...so I went and again I am on so many more meds again

I didn't get my meds filled cause I have to wait fore the 3rd...

But I will still continue to go toTemple for treatments...I feel it's the best choice for me...

iam sosadand just needed to talk about this to allof you...I am a very private person and never say much of what is happening tome...but I felt I had to talk to someone today...

I am still crying and I need to stop cause I have to get my eyes checked today...

Thanks for taking time in reading this...

I can't comein the roomfeeling like this...I don't want to ruin your day...so till I get better...I will stay out of the room...

Texas Hugs...Delilah

Well.. everyone already said it... We love you Lila, you can come here happy, sad, mad, crying, smiling, hurting, healthy, we don't care, we just love you! hugs...

I want to thank each of you for the sweet words said to me...I appreciate each and every one of you...

You all mean the world to me...

I have been keeping very busy so as not to have any negative thoughts at all...

Love and Hugs To All...Delilah

Really sorry to here what happen my Thoughts and Prayers are with you -Huggs Dave

Thanks so much for caring Dave...

I will be keeping busy today too...as it seems to helpme...

Last night I worked on my washer till 3 this morning....it is doing it's own little dance when it spins...but I don't have strength in my arms...but I will not let this washer get the best ofme...lol

I love you all very much...thaaanks for caring...it means alot to me...

Texas Hugs...Delilah

you just keep on falling and moving things around and u are going to hurt yourself really bad. Listen to me kid and yes I can call you kid because I am the oldest one in there

Honestly hon, you need to get alot of rest.

Dizzy gave this to me and I want to share it with you. Take care of yourself hon. If I see any tags that were made for you I will collect them. I will make a folder for your tags so the tagger should know to post it in there also. Is that ok with you

Awwww sweetie Delilah you break my heart.

That and makes me want to slap the crap out of somebody.

Not you of course, but jeeeze that neighbour needs to get a grip.

But I'm really glad to see you coming to the group and letting them support you.

You're the one that's usually doing the supporting.

But, you better watch out, you've got Twi calling you kid and giving instructions.

She doesn't pull that one out often and when she does, she means business.

Really, take care of yourself. You are one of the ones that worries me a lot.

I hope your washer

behaves itself. lol

*huggggggs*

Starry

I love you all for the kind words and caring...

There is more bad news here...it's like a soap opera here...

I am upset with my daughter cause she has been teaching my 14 year old grandaughter to drive for the last four year and I just found out about it...

My daughter took a nap in the afternoon and my granddaughter wanted to go a see a friend...Guess what she did!!! She took the car without telling anyone and when my daughter woke up she found the kids and car missing and she called the police...

Well the police found them and took them home and arrested my granddaughter...

I am so upset about all this...

I feel like there is a huge lump in my thoart...

The judge talked to my daughter and they are keeping my daughter for 14more days...

She will not be with us for Christmas...I am heart broken about this and blamemy daughter,,,she thought it was so sute for my granddaughter to be driving at 10 years old...now look at the mess she has my granddaughter in...

I know my daugter doesn't care for my lovely granddaughter cause she looks like her Dad...

I amjust so angry at my daughter for all this...

I raised her babies till graughter got in the 6th grade and grandson was in the 2nd grade....

I don't know if I have the strength to go on...

I am lost....

Don't know if I can stop crying

omg I can't believe that your daughter has been teaching her to drive. That is so scary. I hate to see your daughter locked up and not being with you and the family for Christmas. What is really scary is that your granddaughter could have had a wreck, you daughter should think about that. You know we are here for you.

Can I say this.. It is not your granddaughter that should be locked up .. maybe over night to scare the reallity of what she did , but your daughter the adult sould be locked up with no christmas .. and they offer driving classes in school... let the children be children.. teach the adults more resonsiblity.. and dry those tears.. the kids could of had a lot more then a court hearing to scare them... one of them if not all could of been hurt ... take care my friend.. Donna

But they are going to keep her for 14days...and I am so upset withmy daughter...

I am trying my best to keepmy mind busy

My daughter willnot addmetothe list toseeher...But I called last night and iamgoing to ask to be puton the list

I can't even sleep...I am so worried about her...

You know Delilah, I'm really sorry you're hurting love. Goodness I would take that away if I could.

But I am glad that you are coming to the group and finding just how supportive they can be.

It's like having a circle of friends surround you when things are going bad.

I know it might be hard, but you've got other family, and go on with Christmas the best you can. You have a wee granddaughter that still believes in the majic of Christmas and deserves to still have that.

You can always have a belated Xnas with your daughter when she gets out.

You know me I speak my mind when I feel I have something to say. The little one that took the car could have hit someone and caused serious injury to herself and to someone else.

As you know I've been in the seat of being hit by someone else and very seriously injured because of it. It wasn't a child, but still think, what could have happened if she had hit someone?

It may have been a blessing and she had an angel sitting on her shoulder being stopped when she did when driving. They make the age 16 for many reasons, most of the having to do with maturity and able to respond when defensive driving.

When you get put on the list, go see her and be as positive as you can.

She is NOT going to want to listen to anything you have to say right now so don't even try.

So try to listen to the advice of your beloved members (they give good ones) and friends, and enjoy your Christmas.

Love ya sugar bunny and wish you a Merry Christmas. If you need support someone will be around.

Oh darlin' , you know I would change it if I could.. we all would.. please keep your faith.. I know that will carry you though this.. my prayers are with ya.. an Extra for this holiday... Love you Lilah.. please do not give up... Donna

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