i was asked to read and respond to this post having been at the recieving end from one of the alphas - i cannot cap as i have no respect. i had hoped that all the nonsense would die down and P/people would get on with T/their own lives both on and offline - its seems that this wont be the case and that saddens me.
First off i wonder who gave these people the power to do a "clinical assessment" of anyone... do they hold any recognisable qualifications? No one person has the right to denigrate and humiliate another... only God can judge, who are W/we to put O/ourselves in that role. i am not judging these alphas, i have already asked Him to do that on my behalf, but i do wonder as to their motives and can speak from personal experience of their interference in my life both on and off line.
i was told i am not a true sub, that i am disrespectful of Dominants amongst other equally charming observations. Y/you may ask what brought about such a tirade - i didnt call the alphs dominant Sir, i capped his name and was polite, i had never met him before so how did i know or have respect for him to call him Sir... i was to him as i have always been to Dominants and as i continue to be to Dominants (and sub/slaves). i have often been praised for my manners, te way i portray myself and for my intelligence therefore i found this attitude towards me from a sister both puzzling and offensive. in the room we were in i was denied the right of reply - i was booted several times.. even after i had dropped teh subject the alphs was allowed to tirade against me.
i left the room, my home, vowing not to return.. did the abuse stop? no it followed me... i stopped responding as i respect myself more than they do. i have seen her try and destroy the esteem of others and succeed to a degree - she did not manage that with me as i did not allow her to take my personal power and use it against me.
there were however real time consequences for me of this persons online rantings - when i was no longer in the room and with no voice allowed to reply i was branded an abuser... subs were told i was a danger to them, they were told to cut contact with me - several did... one came to me and said he/shewould not speak to me in public but that we could be secret friends. my repsonse was that if it had to be secret it wouldnt happen at all. i had a rwal time person i was going to visit check up on if her child would be safe with me in her house. i was abused as a child - can Y/you imagine how this hurt me. The owners of the room both came to me in whisper saying they had been wrong to back her and aplogised but would not make this public. how much worth was that apology.... not the time it took to type.
These so called alphas carry out vendettas against those who they cannot brainwash - i see this as a compliment as it means i must be better than them in their eyes and that i have qualities that they desire.
if you have suffered at the hands of the alphas hold your head up high, be proud of who and what you are for it means you are intelligent, a good sub or slave with endearing and pleasing qualities.... you are more than thye can ever hope to be.
moonie
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