Cami,

 

I hope you are still reading about becoming free of nicotine and thus smoking.

 

I'd only like to add a link or two that may provide the turning point in your thinking about your 'habit'.

 

Try replacing the word "cigarette" with "nicotine

 

 

Did you really start smoking to deal with anxiety?

Take some time to explore a little about why started smoking and why you continued for 18 years. 

Take WhyQuit's quitting quiz 

 

and as Roger said -

 

Cami,

  

You can if YOU think you can.

 

My name is JoeJFree always a nicotine addict and gratefully now an X-smoker for 11 months, 1 day, 21 hours, 20 minutes and 9 seconds (335 days)
I've now reclaimed 29 Days and 3 Hours to live how I choose!  NTAP!