Gem...' The Sins of the child are not the sins of the Father' life can be so very freightening at times to some of us...we turn away from those that 'Love' us, care for us. We turn to substances we believe will make the world an eaiser place for us...in the long run it's those things that take over and demand we acknowledge the power they have over us. When We can look those things in the face, so's to say, and accept the responsibility for what we have done...then we can again 'See' the Love from those that truely from their hearts love us. We can Pray and Hope for the best.......This I know personally....
Best Health and Much Happiness Gemrock