Thank you for asking.
 The surgery didn't work and my shoulder is frozen-need more work done on it and I feel worse than before the surgery.
 (Sorry about the whining).
 I don't have any choice but getting used to making my left hand my primary one.
 I go to lots of pt but don't know why as I am going nowhere and it doesn't help but at least I can say I am doing EVERYTHING I can.
 I don't want any reason to blame myself.
 I knew it wasn't going to be easy or a quick fix-but going downhill crushes me.
 I am so embarrassed when I go to pt and can't do anything and everybody else improves and eventually releasedI am not jealous-happy for everybody-but so angry at myself and so depressed.
 I can say that I make new friends at pt and that is a positive thing so at least I make friends out of the deal.