Good Morning Chamber,
    I sure do need to get to town...I will be working today so that will keep my mind focused on mundane things.  I just can't stop getting so excited about the retreat!!  It will be so much fun being with my two favorite sisters!  I just know that we will all have such a special time together.  I hope I can keep up with everyone.  I have been so tired these past few days and altho I know I will be having fun..I hope I do not start dragging about mid week.  I can't help worrying about that.
  
 As for the diet...well...I have really been having a hard time eating what I should with Ted insisting on his heavy meals all the time.  He just doesn't understand that I want to eat less and am adicted to the stuff he has me fix for him...UGH!!  Anyway..the GOOD news is that I have not gained.  But I have not lost more either.  Where is my support team when I need them?  HELP!
  
 I am hoping to try to get something that will help me stay on tack when I go to the store today...
  
 Thanks for listening Chamber..I sure needed to get this out and I am frustraed that I have been eating the "normal " food that so many eat without thinking ...I am racked with guilt.  I am going to be the BLIMPY WITCH of the group and I feel terriable today..