Merry Meets, LadyMajyk,
I'm happy to see that you are feeling better on the inside. I feel your "Frustration" because I was feeling that way for several years. If you don't mind, I want to say that I was depressed because my ex-husband had left me for another woman. I let myself go up to 298lbs when I was married to him. Now I have a picture hanging up on my mirror and another one hanging on the fridge door. Those pictures are to remind me of how "fat" I was. I still consider myself a "BIG N BEAUTIFUL" woman and had to learn how to accept myself as of a year ago. Now I excerise and eat healthy. A guy from the internet helped me get through my depression and made me see the beauty in myself. He lifted my morale and self-esteem. I feel blesssed to have him come into my life. I pray that he be blessed in life. I don't hear from him anymore and I don't even know who he is, but those two and a half months was unforgettable. I miss him! But if it wasn't for him I don't know what I would do. Now I think positive and pray for the many blessings and am very thankful for life. You have said that we must think positive and stay positive, I know, all of you have wroted it. I am happy that you all make a BIG difference in my life and everything I read makes me think, intensely. LadyMajyk, we must be positive. LadyKate wrote something about use having the power of positive thinking. Use your positive energy, LadyMajyk and it will help you. I really don't know much about Wiccans/Paganism, but I feel a peace w/in my spirit. It's different and I'm more happy and positive. I used to cry when I didn't see results. The universe takes care of their own. LadyMajyk, I went to church this past Sundy and I learned that "I AM POWERFUL". Anything that I want, desire and I think, the universe will take care of me. I know that you will feel alot better and then before you know it you will get out of your frustrated state.
LadyMajyk, I pray for my sisters here in the Chambers and I ask the Goddess to bless everyone of you and keep you safe and happy. I love you all for all the things that you are teaching me. I will pray for you and please let me know how things are going.
MANY MANY MANY BLESSINGS,
Love and Hugs
Tristania