Finally measurred myself and now I understand why my mom has been freaking out about me "dissappearing" and my kids about "melting" hehehehe

In a way I like it, but also in a subconscious way I wish they wouldn't say anything. It makes me feel very exposed.

I like to do things secretly and then go, TADA!

But I can't seem to get away with that now unless I go into complete seclusion, which isn't possible.

One of the things that worries me about that is that in the past whenever someone has "noticed" the whole thing seems to freeze. The first time, I lost like 40 pounds, fairly quickly, and someone mentioned it. and I plateaued for 2 years. Bummer. Now that I seem to have been able to make a difference again... I don't want to plateau again.

Hopefully being here in the Chambers will make the difference.

 

Got my Sacred Reiki class "kit" the other day and am going to start playing with it today. As a promoter of EFT I really shouldn't be as skeptical as I am, but being the way I am I like to be assured of results. Imperical evidence and forensic science are some of my favorite things after all. And while I know it works from past experiences, much like EFT, the course material pointing out the credo of "No guarantees" kinda bugs me. Fortunately being a witch and believing in magick helps.

 

Hopefully the combination of EFT and Reiki will help with the weight loss thing.

It's the end of Feb and there is no way on earth I am going to make a ten pound weight loss per month goal, so I'm kinda mirfy about that.

 

I must have had some atrophy in my legs due to inactivity after my staph infection in Dec because moving around and walking have become very tedious and tiring. I managed to sweep out my office but it took me 2 days and I had to use a rolly chair to get it done. I had to do it in stages and frustrated the crap ot of me. I wanted to get out there and spiff up my circle in the yard, but I'm a little scared to go out there alone and the kids are too busy to go with me. I've already lost my balance and fallen and bruised my butt once this week. I don't want to do it outside where I can't get help again like I did that one time where I was stuck upside down and had to call on my cell phone for help.

 

I wanted to get some things done around here to surprize Stewart before he came home but I just don't have the strength. I'm so sore from the sweeping I can barely move.

The good news is my pants are so baggy I have to be careful they don't fall off. Thank the Goddess for elastic! I wish my skin were as elastic, then I wouldn't have hound dog skin! It's not just on my butt and the back of my thighs, now it's on my arms. Good thing I'm not vain or I wouldn't enjoy playing with it so much! LOL

I love the looks on the girls faces when I grab handuls of it and stretch it out! They are SO appaulled!! hehehehe