where did the time go?
The past few months have been a whirl of everything. Carli and he kids who came to live with us in December, have been settling in and made it their home. All sorts of very spiffy projected projects are being worked on!!!
While you'd think bringing another family into your home would be invasive and uncomfortable, but it's been the exact opposite!
Carli has added such a atmosphere of caring, understanding, and positive energy, that her presence here has definately upgraded the quality of life for all of us, especially my youngest, May who is autistic. Her kids have provided companionship and variety in relationships and alot of laughs. Sometimes we hit a bump, but it's so small compared to the good things, it's not worth mentioning.
I'm very glad she and her kids have joined our family and I can't imagine the void it would cause if they left.
I know in the back of my mind things may change one day. Her kids will grow up and go off on their own. Mine too. And Hopefully Carli will find a man worthy of her to share her extrordinary life with and be happy, but for now I am content in basking in the joy of having her here.
I had another wedding to perform earlier this month and the same bubble of separate existance happened when the ceremony commenced. That was very interesting. It wasn't a deja vu thing like before, but definately a palpable enclosure of strong energy. It was very cool!
Now I am preparing to leave for a week to go be with my sisters here to the castle in Ohio and meet them for the first time face to face. This is something I have looked forward to for a very long time and the culmination of the effects of just how much the combined will and power of such wonderful witches can accomplish given half a chance.
I feel sad that Carli cannot join us now. To share her with them would be a real treat! I am confident tho when the time comes for us to go to england that she will be able to join us. THAT will be utterly cool!
She is so smart and gifted to know so much cultural history, that to have her in the actual places her mind holds secrets to, will be beyond the banana!!
I'd love to get her in Ireland, she reminds me SO much of the Goddess Brigid it's FREAKY! She has such a wealth of intellectual knowledge and artistic craft skills. She even knows how to work a forge and weld stuff!! Need I explain further?
My weight has finally started moving again (Thank the Goddess) I just have to expect that these plateaus will happen and be patient.
Still have 48 pounds to go, but I'm 2/3 of the way to my goal and tickled pink!
I know a good 10-15 of those pound have got to be the loose skin that would keep me airborn in a strong wind, but the idea of slicing it off in cosmetic surgery is a little daunting and inwardly feels vain in the extreme. We'll see. Maybe after I have reached my goal weight and maintained it for a while, I'll think about it more seriously. The only thing that might make me do it without a second's hesitation would be if someone needed it due to some really bad accident, for a skin graft. Hopefully that won't happen. Not for me, but for the pain and suffering that person would be experiencing.
Well that's about all for now.
Until the next time I have the presence of mind to get my flappy bum in here to write...
Love and Light,
Qyzida