((((((((((((((((Shirley)))))))))))))  I know how difficult this day must be for you.  But we are all there with you in spirit.  I hope you don't mind us adding to your journal, but if you do I will say what I want on the regular boards just to your attention.

We are all so proud of you and how you are growing as a person and gaining confidence.  I am relieved to see you write about that although you miss Jerry with all your heart you know he is no longer suffering and that gives you comfort.  It's going to take you a while to adjust to your new life.  But I see some of the good memories you have let into your heart.  That will help you heal.  Have to say I loved the comment about no women.  I bet he is listening and remembering. Bet there is no other woman for Jerry other than you.