Thanx for the prayers ya'll. I spent most of the day saturday with my aunts and it was a good day. I think my one aunt has more peace about deciding to take my Pappa off of life support than the other. But my oldest aunt was so busy doing things that I did not get to spend much time with her. I am not sure but I think she was doing much better. My youngest aunt, the one that had to sign the paper to stop life support is still not doing well. I asked if she was having more peace about her descision and I reiterated it was a group descision and that the bible says that God appoints the day that we die, even though there might be allotta things that may look otherwise. And she said she believed that the hospital staff killed him on purpose. She said that the nazi thing is now happening in America and they intentionally kill those that are a drain on the government now. I believe there are many people in this world that would like to see the population reduced by drastic numbers and there may be a kernal of truth in what she said but what I wanted her to understand is that it was not her fault. When millions of jews died at the hands of the nazis, I believe as strange as it may sound that God still chose each one of their days to die.

 

The hopsital staff did put pappa on a feeding tube because he just refused to eat. They did over feed him at first not starting with small portions and going to bigger. My grandfather did start to bleed in his stomach after that. My aunt also said that the staff made her get out and they gave him some kind of shot and she said that was when Pappa got bad really quick. Pappa was at a hospital that does have a terrible reputation around here but I cannot say that the hospital killed him on purpose. I just hope and pray that my aunt gets some more peace.

 

I believe the only way she will do that is to have assurance about my pappas fate and current residence. was he saved or not? I am sad to say that I do not know if she will get that. I keep thinking about what they are going through on a spiritual leval. It must be terrible to believe that if you do not live for Jesus that your gonna go to hell and knowing that they cannot say that my pappa is in fact in heaven because he lived for Jesus.

 

I am gonna start a thread to ask must we live for Jesus to be saved. Please do weight in on the question. 

 

Thanx ya'll for reading this and your prayers for me and my family,

Damon