Hey Karen, Lori here.  I lost my dear Don, aka SoundTech, whom I met almost 9 yrs ago in Classic Rock chat.  He passed away on 12/12/08 at age 42 from a heart attack.  He loved his computer and all of the friends that it brought with it.  I am like you, I believe in Karma and am thankful that we had the almost 8 yrs together that we had.  I am so very very sorry for your loss.  My heart goes out to you!  My email is [email protected] if you want to talk.  Please take care of yourself.  Everyone keeps telling me that time heals the broken heart.  I have faith that they are going to be right.  ((((((((Karen))))))))