This month has been really rough for me. I started going to the pain clinic and getting shots in my back I also have my Fiance's 2 children for the month along with my 3. I guess nobody got the memo that I am not too fond of kids. Anywho I have been feeling like crap fried rice. My stomach has been upset for weeks I am on new meds and yesterday my Dr. Decided to put a shot between a bone in my hip and a joint and it hurt like hell. In the interim my fiance'was fired because he had to go to a court date so I guess August just meant Hell to me. My cousind Boyfriend got killed last week and 2 people I know was hit by a SUV. So I will be at a funeral tomorrow I really don't want to go they have been together since they were like 15 he was 22. Time is winding down I think eventhough I am going through I need to saty in church. Trust me it has been hard I am in the Dr more than I am at home. Hopefully I can play major catch up next week. Have a wonderful weekend people.