Hi guys I'm back. I was in nova scotia to see my family for 2.5 weeks. then my sister returned with me for a 1 week stay. She paid for us to go and see my kids and grandchildren. My new grandaughter is 2 months and is starting to coo and laugh. It was great. now my sister has left and I'm having panic attacks. my husband is getting better since he was taken off the lyrica and aspirin. He still spends a lot of time in bed and can get very weak. Someone told me that after a struggle with the near death and caretaking for 7 months now that things are improving its ok to have a nervous breakdown. I just get a terrible fear of what I don't know. My husbands numbers are ranging from 13 to22 since he took himself off all drugs after his hypoglycemic incident when it was at 1.4 when I found him. He is supposed to wean himself back on the drugs monthly reintroduce if the previous one was ok with his sytem. He won't take his night insulin because of fear. He still takes insulin with his meals but eats once a night and gorges, I'm going to try and get an appointment with his endo but it usually takes a month or more.
The man I fell in love with is in there and I got to see him when he was doing as they said with eating and meds. But after the med reaction so severe that he could not roll over in bed I don't blame him for not wanting to take anythung. Sorry but I guess I just need to vent. Please pray for Bryce and myself Judy. Thanks