Hello All-

I've been diabetic since I was 10 years old (14 years on Oct. 21, 2004 to be excact).  My bg's have never been in good control and my Dr's told me I'd never be able to have children.  However, in July of this year, I went to a specialist and he told me he thinks it would be possible if I got my bg's under control.  I was overjoyed.  I have always wanted to have children and with the doctors telling me I couldn't, I was devastated.  This new doctor put a new hope and a new light into me when he told me this.  The last A1C I had was about 7. ( It's not great, I know, but when I was younger and had them at 15, I've made a huge improvement.)  Anyway, as soon as I heard that from him, my bg's dropped, I was low all of the time (maybe a mental thing, I don't know).  Anyway, I went back to him and he told me my bg's were too low and changed my basal rate on my pump.  Since that day, they have been a lot higher.  I've changed them back to what they were, but it's still the same thing.  I have been a little more stressed out lately- my husband works 2 full-time job and is gone 5 days and 5 nights a week and I work during the day.  He used to only work 3 nights.  Maybe the stress and upset over the change has had something to do with the bg's.  I've been discouraged.  I almost want to give up.  I was doing so well, and now it's like, "whatever, I don't care."  Anyway, to end my long sob story, I just wondered if there is any hope out there and if there is a chance to actually have a baby- how long was anyone else on pre-natal vitamins and how long were your bg's "tight" before they would let you start trying?  Please help, I need to know there is some light at the end of the tunnel and some hope left.  Thanks