Dear Nicole,
I am so sorry. I don't know the right words to say to you. Please accept my sincere sympathy. Hope is such a beautiful and lovely name. When my sister lost her baby, in her fourth month, she told me that she needed to grieve and she gave herself as much time as she needed. May God bless you and your husband. You are in my prayers and thoughts. I am so glad that you have this group support to help you and to know you are not alone.
Many blessings to you,
Gemma