Hi Ranona Of course we remember you! And try not to be pessimistic! Diabetes IS a daily battle, but it is one that can be fought successfully. You can see plenty of examples on this board. And you can see examples of those of us who are struggling day by day. In the end, it is always up to you. I'm always saying, you can handle things well, or you can complain and be miserable. But you just put one foot in front of the other, and keep going. What other choice is there? So when the times get tough, just come here and "whine" if you must...we all do it! Just keep trying! If you are having a true depression, get help. There is no shame in that. One day at a time...we all do it! You can too! sheryl |