i think this is something along the lines of what i should do more oniero:

 

where you mentioned along the lines of going over your group of friends often to sift out the problems there.

i think more than often i need to re-asess my circle. i dunno if i mentioned it in this thread but i would say 90+ percent of the people i know have wanted to get to know me,and its not been a case of me approaching them.

 

i think when i do meet people i want to get along with and would be more comfortable around,i act too slow and im way too distant and reserved. i think that i'll somehow f*** things up so i hesitate even approaching them or being close friends.

 

so its a situation where i have to try and break ties with people that are perhaps hindering my growth,but trust enough in myself so i can make new contacts.out of the 2 ,its the second part thats the most difficult,because of my low confidence.

 

well i have that saturn transit to my natal jupiter coming up and transitting jupiter going over my dc making all manner of aspects so it will probably be an interesting time ahead