hi oniero,

thanks ,il check that out, i didnt guess it though  lol.

 

my health's been on and off, but im on the mend and getting better. im gonna start changing my diet again,i did this a few years back and it improved so many areas of my life.

 

its funny you should mention social websites, someone i know introduced me to a social network and i signed up to that ,i kind of wondered why i did afterwards though? and theres a part of me that thinks perhaps i shouldnt have done? i could only find half of the people i know on there since i often only know people by their first names unless i know them very well,and really like we've been saying ,i should be re-assesing my circle,but now it feels like im reinforcing it! me being too passive again.

 

 

yea the first album i did proved to be a little frustrating.i look back on it now and there is stuff im really not happy with ,this is the thing with being so gemini.i went into that album from somewhere completly different,totally different style. the eqing and leveling for the other sound i was doing was totally different to what i went onto.so i perhaps applied too much of my previous knowledge to that current project.its very difficult to get that professional sound when i am more of a jack of all trades ,master of none,because i want the master sound! i just want to be able to make that master sound in all areas i work in ,which is tough.i have that problem of being interested in so many things and not being able to pay attention to one area so i often miss things that are important.

 

i have some more material being released (fingers crossed!) in dec ,which is on a free netlabel.the first album was supposed to be released on a label my friend is starting up but whether he'll actually get it going and whether im really happy enough with it to put it out is another matter!

 

i did want to start up a night again in brighton as i figured it would be a good idea to branch out and get the ball rolling again.also i thought it would be good for what you mentioned ,changing social circles,since im forever hanging out at a bar which is filled with down and outs.i made the contacts and found a new spot where i could get things moving again except it was the case where all the people i knew didnt want to go ahead with it,they were concerned with the distance and wanted to instead stay at a place which offered no opportunies and no exposure,because it was near and involved little effort.

 

so 5th house creativity has been a little frustrating.it would make me happy if i could perfect it and this area in general,but perfection is never acheived,i should make it a habit to keep telling myself this!

you know you mentioned the first house and fine tuning that,  you may be onto something there,

maybe i should try and improve my appearance ,afterall this is one area that i dont have to depend on others ,literally its all on me to initiate any re-forms.

i always seem to come up against problems with co-operating with others maybe because of my choice of those who i associate with is always wrong.maybe metaphoricly speaking im picking a screwdriver to hammer in a nail?