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thanks oniero,
good to hear from you :) and that things have turned around and got better for you.
yea they were having too many bad side effects, couldn't sleep properly (drift off then wake again and was awake for hours) and had constant nausea which put me off my food,I became really exhausted when my sleeping was messed up and I hadn't eaten.at one point I felt like I was going to collapse .I also had a kidney infection recently so it was probably something to do with that.I had a similar experience to you with the yawning.also had constant teeth grinding which was similar to the side-effects of taking amphetamines or ecstacy.
I think the meds were similar to mdma in that they release a very small amount of serotonin? it became problematic for me though as I would swing from happy to incredibly low and dangerously unhappy and not feeling myself.
so I've come off them, things feel a bit more like a straight line now emotionally,whereas before it was more like a roller-coaster.I'm not looking forward to christmas it always becomes a difficult and awkward time of year, not going out much these days,stopped drinking as well.figured it might be a good idea to quit since I always fall back on alcohol and get myself drunk or to the point where i'm throwing up whenever I get fed up.
also had some real problems with anger. and being in bad mood, could be the effect of saturn on my natal mars,but it's been problematic more recently.when something has got to me i've ended up being a bit funny with people for a good day or so.might be because i'm not expressing my anger when becoming enraged about something? saturn is bringing some clarity and is making me notice things here and there.I can't change other people's habits though which are often a source of my frustration.
run into money problems since my health went awry.haven't had much motivation,a lot is to do with my anxiety,I simply won't go out if i'm feeling too self conscious.
really need to get the job situation sorted,does my head in that I can't seem to find anything where I can work on my own for a company that I really believe in.
hope you are ok now . btw something I was meaning to ask you and debs was if you used a social network site? I don't use facebook but I have myspace for my music.
things have picked up a little in that area as a few people have taken interest in some tracks i've produced,fingers crossed I will have some music being released next year.
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