As usual have been meaning to post for ages and ages and somehow weeks have gone by and I've no explanation for myself...

 

Debs, was so shocked to hear about your daughter. I know that she had issues and that you'd been worried about her from reading her solar return chart but had tried to be optimistic and hoped we were being overly gloomy. Had really hoped that the crisis she was in could have given her access to the professional help she needed to work on her problems.

At first I thought you were writing about a dream that it had happened, guess I do own a pair of rose coloured glasses after all. What a sad tragedy for all of you, you have my deepest sympathies.

 

Had joined the new D&H site on multiply but it seems that every MSN group is shunning it after all. Applied to your stream cypher one today. Am not going to bother with any other groups any more, even as a lurker, just this one I think.

 

Flash, how is the medication working for you now? Anti-depressants can take a couple of weeks to settle into the system before giving any real effect and the starting dose is quite low, once your GP upped the dose you should have felt a difference. Hope you are feeling better, despite how dark and dismal this time of the year is.

3 times in my life I've asked for anti-depressants and been given such a run-around I've walked away with nothing and vowed never to ask again no matter what. Then a few months ago my GP practically threw them at me (and at my mum last year) even though I didn't want them. Ridiculous. They have taken the edge off how miserable everything is a little but the biggest effect is definitely the tiredness, especially at first, couldn't stop yawning all day long, yet my dreams are instantly forgettable and of a very fractured, bitty quality; not as strong as they were, couldn't describe one if I tried now. Have your dreams been affected?

When my mum was on Prozac she used to chase me round the house yelling "I love you!", which was really unnerving (we're not an affectionate family) but fortunately I haven't had that effect.

 

Like you I think Saturn had a hand in my misery. Had Saturn opposing my sun for far too long. Suddenly I've noticed things have started working out for me again and looking at my chart now it's since Saturn finally b*ggered off out the picture. Practically fell into a job locally where I'll be able to learn accounting; got a lot of compensation from being messed around trying to get home from holiday recently and my chav queen neighbour and her hellions suddenly moved out last week after the press got her address from an infamous court case she's involved in at the moment. My mum's health is not good but things have been going suspisciously well these last 2 months (for me). Just gotta hold on for a little while Flash and things will pick back up again for you, hope the meds are helping in the meantime.