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Feel free to post, as you will, or even visit the Dream Board on the left (message boards). I also gave you a warm welcome on the other Zodiac, and hope to post your chart too under "Our Members Natals". I left you a personal message under Zodiac's. Glad you made it Raquel!  |
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Hi Raquel: Glad you made it back. I know you are busy as you said with school & study, I can imagine just how busy. And I hope the trip home was a good one. Mine, (not so good), although I very much liked Spain and we even ventured into Morocco, (quite exotic there), we both came down with severe colds on that trip.  ,so we've been essentially, "recuperating" now for 2 weeks since. Anyway, I also had a hard time worrying about my younger daughter still......lots of tears & worry. She's very ill (mentally & emotionally,) and her chart is a terribly difficult one to overcome. It seems every time I go on a vacation, (just to get away from always the pain), I take the pain with me, and it's simply exaggerates it when I can "let go" far away. Can't win for losing......  We (he & I) decided, we may try to reach her new husband (the father of my twin granddaughters), and hopefully talk to him about the estrangement, We've never even met him yet and the twins are now 3 years old. You can see their photos on Zodiac Chat, (which you are a member of as well, and I've posted a lot over there since I've been back so check out all the new posts there too) This site (Dreams & Horoscopes) has been so slow to move lately, that I just started posting more on Zodiac. But I'll post your chart here or on Zodiac, (which one do you want it on just let me know) Maybe I'll just put it on both sites, (on the Member's Natals Threads), so then it's there over the long term whenever you need to question it . Deb. CLM  |
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Here are the Malaga photos, if you want to see them (check out Morocco too) |
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If you just "hover the mouse" over the bottom of the photos then you can click them (move them faster along.......... |
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Either site is fine Raquel. You just need to check both for the newer posts, that's all, or else you'll fall behind with all the news worth having, LOL  No, she doesn't do Yoga, doesn't do anything, according to her two older sisters, who now see her. She is a complete recluse, other then taking the twins to school and back, and occassionally, playing mind games of "I'll cut you out of my life in an instant, if you dare not to do what I want", kind of attitude to her two older sisters. When I say she is mentally ill, it's not a cliche, she is desperately ill. You can see the Dream, on this board (or a few of them I've had of her in the past few years) They are entitled: 1)"My Carolyn Dream" (about her past life prior to this awareness. 2)Sedona Dream - (a very vivid dream where she was doing the driving, and just how very very sick with anger & rage she is with multiple layers to go through to get well again) 3)Dream of Twin Granddaughters- (self-explanatory) 4) Dream while on vacation in Turkey - VERY IMPORTANT one....I'll bump it up so you can see it first! This was the last really vivid dream I've had that I can recall of her problems........and how devastatingly, bad they are getting. 5)Dream of my Youngest Daughter - I'll bump this one too, as it occurred a week or so before the Turkey dream...... and when we get message dreams close together, we must take them very seriously . 6).......I'll be looking for my other ones, the more important ones like the one of my dead mother crying for her family because of this horrid turn of events......apparently my mom was reaching out to us from heaven, (the spiritual realms), to let me know she is fully cognizant of all this horror that we are now living. I didn't see it, but I'll either post it or bump it when I find it. I'll rename it "Deb's mother cries out from the dead" thanks for asking about Jess......  |
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I was thinking that it would be very good if you could have a conversation with your daughter saying how much you love her and "want her back". Maybe you already tried it... or write her a very frontal and sincere letter with all that you feel. Yes, we've done this over & over Raquel, you are so sweet to care  and try to help me, I know. But, there is no stone unturned, no card or letter or email or anything we haven't tried over the past 10 years.,(especially, the past 4 since her new marriage & the twins birth)....... every birthday, every Christmas, every anniversary, everything has been tried. You haven't seen her chart, and you are still learning about astrology. When you see her chart and learn astrology you will then begin to understand better. But for now, participate only as you have time, I know you are busy with school. Whenever you wish to learn, I'll be here. Thanks for caring, and don't forget to post the dream if you need help interpreting it. Deb.  |
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I was thinking that it would be very good if you could have a conversation with your daughter saying how much you love her and "want her back". Maybe you already tried it... or write her a very frontal and sincere letter with all that you feel. Yes, we've done this over & over Raquel, you are so sweet to care  and try to help me, I know. But, there is no stone unturned, no card or letter or email or anything we haven't tried over the past 10 years.,(especially, the past 4 since her new marriage & the twins birth)....... every birthday, every Christmas, every anniversary, everything has been tried. She was the darling of the 3 girls, the one we coddled, adored and spoiled I suppose........but then, again her chart itself, is quite badly positioned in many many ways. It's a true mental illness meaning she doesn't "process" information properly, and has blockages due to much trauma she suffered as a young teenager, (and the path she took then)....we then serve as a kind of necessary tool or device for which she can "blame" as a scapegoat which then helps her go on and not have to look at her own actions.....it's a psychological tool that is used in life by those who suffer from mental illness. You haven't seen her chart, and you are still learning about astrology. When you see her chart and learn astrology you will then begin to understand better. But for now, participate only as you have time, I know you are busy with school. Whenever you wish to learn, I'll be here. Thanks for caring, and don't forget to post the dream if you need help interpreting it. Deb.  |
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I see you posted the dream on Zodiac Chat, so I responded there.  |
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