I was thinking that it would be very good if you could have a conversation with your daughter saying how much you love her and "want her back". Maybe you already tried it... or write her a very frontal and sincere letter with all that you feel.
Yes, we've done this over & over Raquel, you are so sweet to care

and try to help me, I know.
But, there is no stone unturned, no card or letter or email or anything we haven't tried over the past 10 years.,(especially, the past 4 since her new marriage & the twins birth).......
every birthday, every Christmas, every anniversary, everything has been tried.
She was the darling of the 3 girls, the one we coddled, adored and spoiled I suppose........but then, again her chart itself, is quite badly positioned in many many ways. It's a true mental illness meaning she doesn't "process" information properly, and has blockages due to much trauma she suffered as a young teenager, (and the path she took then)....we then serve as a kind of necessary tool or device for which she can "blame" as a scapegoat which then helps her go on and not have to look at her own actions.....it's a psychological tool that is used in life by those who suffer from mental illness.
You haven't seen her chart, and you are still learning about astrology.
When you see her chart and learn astrology you will then begin to understand better.
But for now, participate only as you have time, I know you are busy with school.
Whenever you wish to learn, I'll be here.
Thanks for caring, and don't forget to post the dream if you need help interpreting it.
Deb.
