all the fur kids are fine and well I'm hanging in there ..I know what you mean about being depressed , I was so wanting to get are land stared  so we could get started to  move .. but we got a set back and migth not be for another year .... 3 weeks ago Dan got home on a sunday with the 2 oldes grand kids from taken them ,quads & trailer out .. well on Monday Dan was going to move the trailer into the yard it started and then died , it being a F350 1 ton diesal Dan dont know much about them .. it just wouldnt start and still hooked to trailer .. tuesday we called a tow truck it loaded are truck and the 5th trailer set out side the fence , found out went  went wrong the wireing horness  had a short , burned up the mondgler  , and working on them dieasles are pricie , it took about 2 weeks they had to wait for a part to come in .. the money we spent on the truck $4,572.00 to get fixed was what we were going to use on are Land in Valle Az to get the scept , power pole ..ect .. done up  Dan plans to use are 401K for the mafg  home so all will be payed with no payments on nothing