tick...tick...tick
 minutes turned to hours
 and then
 the silence broken
 the front door opens and closes
 its late, very late
 i wait
 shuffle, clang, scrape
 more silence
 i lay there
 the door opens
 he steps in
 i stare at the ceiling
 he undresses, tossing his clothes
 the thump, the bed bounces
 i lay there
 waiting
 silence
 he looks at me
 "goodnight"
 i reply similarly
 turning, i close my eyes, thinking
 tonight i am just here
 it means nothing
 tomorrow night i will be ready again.