Sexuality and chronic pain
You and your partner can have a satisfying sexual relationship in spite of your chronic pain.
People need physical and emotional intimacy almost as much as they need food and shelter. Sexuality helps fulfill the vital need for human connection. It's a natural and healthy part of living, as well as an important aspect of your identity as a man or woman. But when chronic pain invades your life, the pleasures of sexuality often disappear.
Where's the old passion?
Sometimes pain is the direct cause of sexual problems. You simply hurt too much or feel too tired for sex. If your pain is so severe that sex seems out of the question, talk to your doctor. You may need a different or stronger pain-control plan.
On the flip side, pain medication may cause sexual problems. Some medicines diminish sex drive (libido) or inhibit sexual function by causing changes in your nervous system. Drugs may also affect blood flow and hormones — two important factors in sexual response.
Relationship problems
Chronic pain can also drive an emotional wedge between you and your partner so that neither of you desires the other very much. Or, if pain has left you unemployed and unable to contribute to housework, your self-esteem could be so battered that you feel unattractive and undesirable to your partner. Awareness that your physical and emotional distance is hurting your partner may add to your anxiety, fear, guilt and resentment.
Sometimes underlying difficulties in your relationship come to the surface when you have a medical problem. If this happens, you may need to explore these previously hidden conflicts with your partner. Counseling may help.
Talk to your partner
The first step in reclaiming your sexuality is to talk with your partner — fully clothed, at the kitchen table or in another neutral setting. Sex can be difficult to talk about. Begin your sentences with "I," not "you." For example, "I feel loved and cared about when you hold me close," is much better than, "You never touch me anymore!"
This is the time for both of you to talk about your fears and desires. You may think that your partner has stopped touching you because he or she has lost interest, or finds you undesirable. Instead, your partner may be fearful of causing you more physical pain.
Rekindling the spark
You both might spend a few weeks just getting to know each other again. Each of you might do little things that will make the other feel loved. Restoring your emotional intimacy will make it easier to move to the next step — physical intimacy.
Start reconnecting physically with "sensate focusing," an exploration of each other's bodies that avoids the genitals entirely. The goal is not orgasm. Instead, you're learning more about what feels good to you and to your partner.
Making love creatively
Sexual intercourse is just one way to satisfy your need for human closeness. Intimacy can be expressed in many different ways.
- Touch. Exploring your partner's body through touch is an exciting way to express your sexual feelings. This can include cuddling, fondling, stroking, massaging and kissing. Touch in any form increases feelings of intimacy.
- Self-stimulation. Masturbation is a normal and healthy way to fulfill your sexual needs. One partner may use masturbation during mutual sexual activity if the other partner is unable to be very active.
- Oral sex. It can be an alternative or supplement to traditional intercourse.
- Different positions. Lie side by side, kneel or sit. Look in your library or bookstore for a guide that describes and illustrates different ways to have intercourse. If you're embarrassed to get this kind of book locally, try an online book retailer.
- Vibrators and lubricants. A vibrator can add pleasure without physical exertion. If lack of natural lubrication is a problem, over-the-counter lubricants can prevent pain associated with vaginal dryness.
Plan ahead
When you feel ready to have sex, plan for it in advance. Make a date with your partner, picking a time of day when you have the most energy and the least pain.
Take your pain medication well in advance, so its effectiveness will peak when you need it. Limit the amount of alcohol you drink and avoid using tobacco in any form. Alcohol and tobacco can impair sexual function.
Give yourself plenty of time to try new things. Try to stay relaxed and keep your sense of humor. Focus on the journey, not the destination.
Worth the effort
Sex can actually make you feel better. The body's natural painkillers, called endorphins, are released during orgasm. And the closeness you feel during lovemaking can help you feel stronger and better able to cope with your chronic pain.