Heritics of Heroin

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Greetings fellow Heretics, flapj here and this is my first post in this board. My last trips to Mexico (Nuevo Laredo) was in the summer of '95. Gotta a few pills in me now and some memories are flooding back. On that run I brouht back 200 rohypnols 2mg, 270 valiums10mg, and 270 1mg xanax. Plus a friend who came with me and I showed him the ropes(he got the same script as me and broke me off about 100pills.30 rohypnols, 30 xanax, and 30 valium). So I get back to my place with damn near 1,000 pills. I ate about 30, a random mixture of the three immediately as I got back insidemy apartment. And that was my routine, in the morning wake up and put on some coffee and toast up some pop-tarts then set out 10 pills each of V's, xanax, and rohypnol. Wash all that down in the course of about an hour. An hour or so later just sit or lay on the couch and gradually begin to feel the subtle yet intense waves of pleasure which would come on , plateau, then receed. This cycle would go for approximately 5 hours, then I'd start movin' around a bit. Maybe walk down to the French Quarters and peddle a few and maybe turn on a friend or so if I saw them. Back home around 9-10pm and lay out 10 V's, 10 xanax, and 10 rohypnol. Tolerance ridiculous within 3 days so of course I'm mixing and matching. Y'know, the 'ceutical cocktail. Pills, maybe a snort or shot of dope or coke, and throw in a rock or two. Saturation. The orgasmic waves of pleasure coursing through mind and body, eyes closed, hovering between nod and saturated consciousness. I think I actually blew a load one time while I was in one of these deep binges. I like to get high. As I get older I know I can never indulge like that, although I'll be tokin' on the weed, and prob'ly eat some pills at random till I'm an old man. Oblivion, a juggernaut of narcotic consumption, brief intense pleasure and escape temporarily. I LIKE IT! But that was then so no regrets and i've slowed way down. Memories flooding back to the days of haze and high. Later on sisters and brothers, with love, flapjack

Laredo seems good to go. There was a girl that used to post here from Texas, she made many trips there. She used to walk across the boarder or some shit? She lived real close to the boarder. She gave me some good info on getting back across that really make sense especially since security has been up-d. Well Happy Thanksgiving!

Good evening jenbl4, flapj here. As you probably know drugs affects everyone differently. I've always enjoyed downers. Done my share of speed and coke but my mind spins around fast enough already. The way the benzos and hypnotics affect me is the opposite way they would most other people, I get a little pep in the step ('cause I'm felling good) and simultaneously feeling laid-back and stress free. You know how the docs prescribe ritalin for hyperactive kids to calm them down, where if I took ritalin or some such similar drug it would make jittery and keep me up. Me, I eat a hand full of xanax, narcotic analgesics and somas and I'm feeling great and get up and clean the house, dishes, sweep/mop etc. Started getting into pills in my early 20s and back then the Physician's Desk Reference was bed-time reading in addition to my wish book. I think benzos in general, as most other "downer" meds, the tolerance rises quickly and before you know it you're on the chemical diet with an occasional Ramen noodle or Ensure thrown in there. For me it was the pharmaceuticals that opened the door to intraveinous injection of the refined organic powders, namely heroin and cocaine. Never did a speed-ball though. A single valium or xanax can work wonders if you are feeling stressed or having sleeping troubles, taken properly as directed they are powerful and effective. We're just talking about a miniscule amount of chemical producing notable change in behaviour. Though, I'm an addict and would would be equally at home taking one pill to get me to sleep or swallowing down 15 benzos mixed with pain-killers and somas and get to start to feeling like the rubberband man. I'm hittin' it jenbl4 ! Talk to you soon, with love, flapjack --------P.S. - when I was deep in a pill binge, say 2 hours after taking30-40 pills at once I would drift into and back out of near unconsciousness, very depressed respiratory system, slow slight breathing. The colors in my mind, beautiful. The dreams, vivid and strange, and all the while the slow cycles of incredidle waves of pleasure washing/coursing through body and mind and heart.

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