Hey honey,

And you are welcome.  I am one of those lucky ones that gets to stay at home and be on the computer all day where as others have to go out in the world and do what they need to do.  That is why I can post so much.  I don't think people are ignoring you or that they don't care it's just that sometimes when they are able to post the post that they are reading is old and they don't think they need to post.  That is why I believe your posts are only answered by the ones you mentioned.  I am glad that we were able to help when it was needed that is my purpose now to help the addict that still suffers.  For me that is truly a blessing.  Myself with others have seen so many people die to this cunning, demoralizing, insidious disease that it is so gratifying to just help one person stay here one more day.  I hope you use us as much as you need to and maybe someday you can come out and really tell on your disease with others.  Love and thoughts Phillygirl

Oh yeah, by the way,lolol  I do have nightmares but I have had them all along on methadone and when I got off.  I still have them on occasion but just not as bad.   The doctor told me that we experience such drama out there using that we will have dreams for a while and some of us need further meds for that situation,so if it gets to bad go see a phisycian.  Love ya Philly