Hello To All my friends I want to share with all of you the mircle that god has given me and my 5 childern. I am so happy,thankfull.love is so full in my heart. When I was 17 I had a 1year old and a new born baby both boy's no one wanted to help me my parents were fuck'n the worst they were calling me whore,saying shit about me to who ever would pitty them they did'nt have aclue about loving me or my other 8 brother's and sister's we where in the way and half the time we did'nt even now where they were and when we did they were so drunk or hungover fighting cop's would come and my poor old man would go sit in jail intill he sobored up and his brother would bail him out. so having the fucked up family ever and I was so different from them and the 2 little boy's i had no one help'so i had done every thing i could to raise the both of them. but I could'nt do it so I had to place the joungest up for adoption and I went with a catholic service's since back than i was so into god and i was praying that the parent's who would raise my boy would be good people. so that was 22 year's ago and every day since I than I have been mentally a mess,the doc's say because of placing my boy i developed PSTD disorder. and i can't forget Iam a heroin addict.clean for 3 years and I've alway's prayed to god that If in deed he(god)had the mighty power could god please bless me with a mircle of giving me back the boy I gaveup 22 years ago,well the all mighty god gave me that very mircle my son found me yes my son paid invesitagor's to find his birth mother and I have held my handsom son in my arm's. I gave him the name craige alan and I guess his parents liked matt better so his name was changed but when i told him the name i gave him he said that he looked like a craige alan ha ha so he has met his the whole family I have 4 other kids and all of the kids are so happy we are a mircle family all together and each one of us feels so blessed and I as their mother feel that Iam complete my heart and soul is full. and i say to the fucked up mother and father and brother and sister of mine go to hell they all lead the most fucked up lives it's just what they wanted so to them i say you get what you got coming to all of you for the cruelist way's they treated other's. Iam a nice hearted loving women who would do all that i could for another that's way i toldly believe God heard my prayer's plea's to be blessed with all of my childern.  thanks for listening i just had to share with all of you this mircle I've been blessed with. My son totally looks like me and his brother and sister and he thinks it's so cool and he say's he is so happy to have found us.

                              rose